21F & tired. my old poems are seriously so bad. idk what this is turning into. I just want someone to talk to. open dms
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Man y'all must really like crazy girls I hope you know you'll be tired of me the second I get mad for the first time
But also please pay attention to me
parent-child dynamics are soooo crazy. i love you i resent you i can't stand you i adore you i pity you. and still watching your hair get a little more grey every time i see you makes my stomach feel weird
I can beat my avoidant tendencies I just have to stay away from any situation in which I might become avoidant. Problem solved
i h8 being suspicious about things but damn that gut feeling really is always right
i feel like i do 25% of what an average person does in a day and still it's too much
Steffen Lipski
Elbaue
2023
Ok y'all I admit that some situations are my fault and I did it to myself. Self sabotage goes crazy because I low-key don't think I deserve nice things.
every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog
I love it when people tell me about me because I have no idea who I am
today my mother called me crazy
I just want to feel like a person again
do you wanna hang out tonight my curse was finally lifted
without the edit
Never go anywhere without a knife.
I've Endured, Now What?
Blue Iris - Mary Oliver / So This Is All I Will Ever Be? - Fatima Aamer Bilal / Vive, Vive - Traci Brimhall
I just want someone to kiss me
I just want to be held
I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore
My knife is too dull
I need a new distraction from being alive. It's really hard to find new interests when all you can think about is wanting someone to love you, or wanting to die
why is it that every good thing is immediately followed by a bad one. why can't I be happy. why can't I be ok
I’m a motherfucking stargirl
teenage love.