Littlecigs - Out Of Body

My knife is too dull

"Mental health matters!" But the second I show a symptoms I'm a terrible person.

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

Wish I had thighs but if I gain more than 5lbs I want to kill myself 🙄

Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness

I would like to cuddle up with someone and be sad for a little bit before falling asleep together

In the end I will destroy myself, because what other option do I have?

I've Endured, Now What?

Blue Iris - Mary Oliver / So This Is All I Will Ever Be? - Fatima Aamer Bilal / Vive, Vive - Traci Brimhall