i h8 being suspicious about things but damn that gut feeling really is always right
Knowing you're gonna have an episode soon and being able to do absolutely nothing to stop it is like waiting for your execution or trying to outrun a tsunami
Why am I so unlikeable
teenage love.
Hmmmm... craving a feminine touch today
I think I'm going to vomit actually yeah
tear me to shreds
I'm sick of this mad, mad world
make me someone's bride and count to ten
then blow my head out at the alter
I'm sick of this mad, mad world
I'm sick of the people
I'm sick of the doctors
I'm sick of YOU telling ME what's wrong with MY head
when it's MY head and NOT YOURS
make me into someone's dinner and say a prayer
tear me to shreds
I don't care
no but you know what would be nice? experiencing the kind of happiness that doesn’t turn out to be a lesson that I have to mourn over for at least 3 months
une étape
silencieux
corps pressé contre le vent
sueur et larmes
qui est là? ils appellent
il n’y a pas de réponse
silencieux
gelé contre des arbres dansants
pourquoi moi? ils disent
mais ils sont un
et ils sont seuls
il n’y a pas de réponse
une étape
silencieux
(it’s not my first language so, apologies if the grammar is off slightly)
21F & tired. my old poems are seriously so bad. idk what this is turning into. I just want someone to talk to. open dms
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