I Feel Like I Do 25% Of What An Average Person Does In A Day And Still It's Too Much

I want to be more than my disorders but I also want people to be aware of them and understand them and I find that people think I'm trying to push my problems onto them and force them to be sympathetic but like...

I don't need you to feel sorry for me I just want you to understand me. I just want to be respected...

My troubled dreams

I think I'm going to vomit actually yeah

Yeah maybe I am a little desperate but I'm making up for all the affection I never got growing up 🙃

It feels like no matter who I mirror, no matter how hard I try to please people, no matter how nice I try to be— no one fucking likes me enough to stay or just return my energy equally. It’s so exhausting but I keep trying and trying to get this love and attention but it’s not sticking.

I hope one day I can publish my poetry. I just wish the art industry weren't so reliant on social media. I don't want to have to be an influencer in order to get my work out there. I just want to create, and share those creations

this. this one.