threerats-inatrenchcoat

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why is job hunting so hard now?? In high school I got a job so easy, but now in college it’s like I fit all the requirements but you don’t feel like hiring anymore after saying you were desperately understaffed?!!??

Photo Time!!!

I can't believe that my freshman year is almost over already! It's flown by way too fast, I've made so many new friends and accomplished more than I thought I could.

you can be either a little hungry all the time or be ashamed of your body all the time and we all know what’s worse

soo

I may have relapsed back into my Ana ways:/ like I don’t hate that I’m eating better cuz not only do I have more energy, my skin has cleared up too. I’m mostly sad that I feel bloated all the time and like I gained a bijillion pounds.

but in all honesty a lot has gone on these past few weeks, and it’s part to why I haven’t been posting on here.

Tw..

a guy that I though was my friend sexually assaulted me and 8 other girls on my college campus, we were able to get no contact orders against him, but that is “all” my school can do. I have him blocked on everything, including tumblr. I’m not going to go into detail about what he did exactly, but it is one reason I’m dipping back into ED tumblr.

xoxo- daphie luv

I may have accidentally pulled an all nighter playing Minecraft, but in my defense I didn’t wake up till 5pm anyway

I could have a knife in my back and the first thing I'd do is make sure you're okay

there is no more light

there is no more love

and I want to die more and more

Suicide doesn't sound so scary anymore 🤷🏻‍♀️

Wishing to curl up and die

It's just not a good night

I’ve decided to turn my emotions off completely

At this rate, they'll find me dead in my room any day now. And the worst thing is that nothing in their lives would change in the slightest.

Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal

there’s nothing like the feeling of hiding under your covers while texting your roommate about why you want to kill yourself

kinda wanna scream. kinda wanna cry. kinda wanna sleep. kinda just wanna disappear

i crave being someone’s first choice so bad. why does no one ever choose me over others?

I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.

I should've never lived to see 2025.

I pretend to be lovable but I know, I know I’m not.

I’m sorry for all the times my mental health made me a bad friend

i hope this is my last year

maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

The longer you’re clean the worse the relapse

I don't deserve a family I don't deserve friends I'm the worst friend ever I'm the worst child ever

“You look like you’re about to cry.”

No I just wanna k1ll myself.

I destroy everything I touch

I thought I’d be dead by now

It’s almost my birthday.. and yet I want to kill myself instead of celebrating lol

I got my septum pierced yesterday and it’s amazing, downside I didn’t tell my mom…

I’m almost 19, but my Hispanic mother will always spook me