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I may have relapsed back into my Ana ways:/ like I don’t hate that I’m eating better cuz not only do I have more energy, my skin has cleared up too. I’m mostly sad that I feel bloated all the time and like I gained a bijillion pounds.
but in all honesty a lot has gone on these past few weeks, and it’s part to why I haven’t been posting on here.
Tw..
a guy that I though was my friend sexually assaulted me and 8 other girls on my college campus, we were able to get no contact orders against him, but that is “all” my school can do. I have him blocked on everything, including tumblr. I’m not going to go into detail about what he did exactly, but it is one reason I’m dipping back into ED tumblr.
xoxo- daphie luv
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i don't feel well and i'd really like to hurt myself
Tw
does anyone else ever feel too numb so they purposely trigger themselves to feel something? I know it’s not healthy but it’s one of the only ways that I feel anything right now.
Drink water. Water is your best friend
forgot to post this yesterday lol
Breakfast: skipped
Lunch
Broccoli 20
Steak teriyaki 120
Rice 110
Dinner: skipped
Total 250
feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day
update
Yay my labs are done so tonight I got to use my new pack of blades:)
Tw sorry lol
man I would love to slit my wrists rn but I can’t since I have to get labs done in a few weeks and I know that they won’t be healed by then. I might just go it on my tights tho but that’s an awkward place to me yk
new crochet project
I decided to try and make a skirt for the first time and it’s actually working, when I finish it I’ll post the pattern link for it :3
craft update
yesterday after going to the dentists, my nana wanted to go to the craft store to look around since there was a big sale and I had a coupon. So we walk around and I offhandly mentioned that I wanted to try doing cross stitch, so she goes all in and gets me a starter kit and some of the fabric for it. I even have some embroidery floss that’s back at home.
anyway I wanted to show everyone my new hobby lol
I’ve spent a little over 5 hours on this guys, why is it so addictive!
I got my permit guys!!!!
guys I’m so nervous, I’m about to go and try to get my permit again!
guys I’m so nervous, I’m about to go and try to get my permit again!
Hiii, I'm Daph, welcome to my blog!She/her, 19yPinterest link: https://pin.it/6pjVXM4tZ
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