Guys I’m So Nervous, I’m About To Go And Try To Get My Permit Again!

idk

sometimes it’s nice to have an equally disorders roommate, we understand each other’s struggles. Tn we decided to go on a night drive and to stay up all night to cope with everything going on in the world. I think we will be out till about 1 ish

I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.

you can be either a little hungry all the time or be ashamed of your body all the time and we all know what’s worse

I could have a knife in my back and the first thing I'd do is make sure you're okay

there’s nothing like the feeling of hiding under your covers while texting your roommate about why you want to kill yourself

REBLOG if you are ACTIVE this DECEMBER ✨

..and i’m looking for mutuals lol

soo

I may have relapsed back into my Ana ways:/ like I don’t hate that I’m eating better cuz not only do I have more energy, my skin has cleared up too. I’m mostly sad that I feel bloated all the time and like I gained a bijillion pounds.

but in all honesty a lot has gone on these past few weeks, and it’s part to why I haven’t been posting on here.

Tw..

a guy that I though was my friend sexually assaulted me and 8 other girls on my college campus, we were able to get no contact orders against him, but that is “all” my school can do. I have him blocked on everything, including tumblr. I’m not going to go into detail about what he did exactly, but it is one reason I’m dipping back into ED tumblr.

xoxo- daphie luv

sorry i sent you fifteen messages on three different apps in the middle of the night and then fell back asleep before you responded it’s because i never stop thinking of you. it will happen again tomorrow. i love you

holy shit

guys I’m literally freaking out, just for some context I’m a senior in high school and have been in a committed almost 3 year relationship. And this dummy texts me “wouldn’t it be so silly if I proposed to you while your in uni” and I say back “if you doo, wait till after freshman year as that’ll be my most stressful year” wtf like I know I wanna be with him forever but like, what if he’s joking? I don’t think I can that that

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i fuckin love sitting. if a task that’s traditionally done standing can also be done sitting? my ass is on the ground. my legs are cris-crossed. my knees are apple-sauced. my shoulders are hunched. my posture is a shrimp-like abomination. i love it. i love sitting. i love every single fucking filthy thing about it.