does anyone else ever feel too numb so they purposely trigger themselves to feel something? I know it’s not healthy but it’s one of the only ways that I feel anything right now.
Are you normal or do you have hypervigilence problems because you always had to be aware of your family members moods growing up in order to deescalate situations before the arose
That's a fact
i want to get my shit together so badly
i also want to just give up
me because i did sm work convincing everyone that i got better and i cant destroy that now
I feel this but with family/friends :(
I want love but I don't want to have to beg for it. Please love me too. Please acknowledge me. It's like you don't want me here anymore...are you better off without me? Is everyone better off without me?...
the ultimate winter experience
guys I just realized that I never updated my account bio lol, I just fixed it. The only things fixed were my age (I’m 18 now woop!), and that I’m now a freshman in college!
I has decided that if I’m never heard from again it’s because my finals have successfully offed me, finals:100 Daphne:- Literally all I’ve done today is cry, study, cry while eating the lunch I don’t deserve, cry more, study more, panic cuz I broke the necklace given to me by my late grandfather, cry cuz I couldn’t find it only to find it after 2 hours, lay on the floor and cry more till my roommate got home, then go with them to eat, feel worthless because my friend got mad that I asked to get a drink, then apologized after I said that I didn’t need the drink and that I was sorry then I proceed to cry on the phone with Charlie because he asked me how my day was and even though he was high out of his mind he called to talking me through my panic and calmed me down and then I found out that I have a final today and started freaking out yet again
Oh yeah, Charlie is my very supportive boyfriend and the love of my life :3
This is how I be feeling going back to uni
Lowkey wish I didn't exist
I know I'm unlovable, I just sometimes like to pretend that I'm not
Hiii, I'm Daph, welcome to my blog!She/her, 19yPinterest link: https://pin.it/6pjVXM4tZ
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