Yes, but I’m trying to learn to not give a shit about what other people think..
Idk if that helps.. and it’s definitely not easy
sorry for so many posts
Question for fellow autistics/neurodivergent folks
Does anyone else have trauma linked to their special interest? How did you handle it and heal? How do you enjoy your favorite thing safely again? It’s been years and I’m so scared. I don’t know what to do.
This was me a couple years ago.. now I’m diagnosed with both
Y'all neurodivergent folks need to STOP create relatable post. I need to stop to relate to them, alright? I have literally no simtomphs of ADHD or autism, but I can relate to all your post, so please stop create stuff so specifical. I can't deal with another self-dyagnosis.
I hate how fast my brain goes. Like yeah, sure, I can finish a state mandated math test with 60 questions in 30 minutes, and I can read a 400-page book in two hours, but presentations? Sorry, no can do. My brain is sending me info at a thousand words per minute, and I can only talk at a fraction of that speed.
Does Steve’s kids have like 50% super soldier DNA?
Do they even know who their father really is?
the differences in tony and peter’s suits will always drive me insane.
Iron man is built to be big, bulky, loud and flashy. it’s got gadgets and gizmos and flies on its own. It’s a suit, but it really functions on its own as well. Even Rhodey in IM1 couldn’t guess there’s a person in it. It’s supposed to look like a robot. You’re not supposed to see the human. It’s a suit made to hide in.
the spider man suit is incredibly thin and hides nothing at all. You can see the person, the head is shaped like a head, there are fingers and it looks human. it is nothing without its pilot. you can hear his voice, unfiltered if he chooses. It’s made to make sure that the person inside is seen as a person. It’s not a disguise.
Peter used his vigilantism to express his humanity. Tony wears his suit when his humanity is too much for him to bear and he needs to hide from it.
Also my memory sucks so if I don’t have it in writing to go back and look at, I will forget everything that’s been said
Thank you @ The Autistic Teacher
i've never understood the argument "I just can't use they/them for a singular person, it's grammatically incorrect." first of all that's not even factually correct, it's grammatically correct. second of all, why do you care more about grammar than the mental health and well-being of other people? grammar is fake, we made it up. other people and their feelings are real. reconsider your priorities
They never trusted him
SEBASTIAN STAN and FLORENCE KASUMBA in THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER, 2021. Dir. by Kari Skogland.
How is that so hot omfg
Did you know they could do that?
No.
SEBASTIAN STAN as Bucky Barnes in THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER (2021). Dir. by Kari Skogland.
Episode 4: The Whole World is Watching.
SEBASTIAN STAN
For Men's Health magazine (2019)
The panic in his eyes when he says “Not without you”
Bucky: Gotta be a rope or something! Steve: Just go! Get out of here! Bucky: No! Not without you!
CHRIS EVANS and SEBASTIAN STAN in CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE FIRST AVENGER, (2011). Dir. by Joe Johnston.
So, we're a couple of guys....
Neurotypical after a successful social interaction: That was fun, it was great to see them again!
Me after a successful social interaction: I made such a normal amount of eye contact. I deserve some cheese.
Name 5 things you can see
- You, moon, stars, curtains, blanket
Name 4 things you can feel
- Bed, blanket, your arms, your breath
Name 3 things you can hear
- Your breath, my heartbeat, the wind outside
Name 2 things you can smell
- Your hair, your skin
Name 1 thing you can taste
- Your lips
SEBASTIAN STAN in ’Captain America: Civil War’, (2016).
Dir. by Anthony and Joe Russo.
The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (2021) // Captain America: Civil War (2016)
I hate this:
I don't know what's wrong. I can make as many lists. As many notes. As I possibly can but I'll never know what's wrong.
Is it the bpd? Did someone trigger some unknown trauma that's hidden deep? Did they say something that scared me?
Is it the autism? Am I just overstimulated? Am I hungry? Sleepy? Thirsty?
Is it the ADHD? What. Is. Wrong?
Husband
how come i didn't know this existed? so handsome
No no you don't understand! I want to watch this show/movie, read this book, listen to this podcast, etc.! But I must be in the right mindset and the exact head space to begin, or I just can't!