I hate how fast my brain goes. Like yeah, sure, I can finish a state mandated math test with 60 questions in 30 minutes, and I can read a 400-page book in two hours, but presentations? Sorry, no can do. My brain is sending me info at a thousand words per minute, and I can only talk at a fraction of that speed.
I hate this:
I don't know what's wrong. I can make as many lists. As many notes. As I possibly can but I'll never know what's wrong.
Is it the bpd? Did someone trigger some unknown trauma that's hidden deep? Did they say something that scared me?
Is it the autism? Am I just overstimulated? Am I hungry? Sleepy? Thirsty?
Is it the ADHD? What. Is. Wrong?
Bucky Barnes and Sam Wilson as text messages
hey I'm sorry I stopped in the middle of that sentence my brain decided to flush its cache and I totally forgot what this conversation was
I need compensation for the amount of feelings I’ve developed when I look at bucky barnes.
There needs to be a warning label on him. ‘Warning: cute aggression may occur. Obsession is highly likely. Very addicting substance’ etc.
the differences in tony and peter’s suits will always drive me insane.
Iron man is built to be big, bulky, loud and flashy. it’s got gadgets and gizmos and flies on its own. It’s a suit, but it really functions on its own as well. Even Rhodey in IM1 couldn’t guess there’s a person in it. It’s supposed to look like a robot. You’re not supposed to see the human. It’s a suit made to hide in.
the spider man suit is incredibly thin and hides nothing at all. You can see the person, the head is shaped like a head, there are fingers and it looks human. it is nothing without its pilot. you can hear his voice, unfiltered if he chooses. It’s made to make sure that the person inside is seen as a person. It’s not a disguise.
Peter used his vigilantism to express his humanity. Tony wears his suit when his humanity is too much for him to bear and he needs to hide from it.
I volunteer!
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