Hey I'm Sorry I Stopped In The Middle Of That Sentence My Brain Decided To Flush Its Cache And I Totally

Life in an Autism World

And then I probably won’t pick up anyway

The autistic despair of someone saying “I’ll call you later” and not knowing the exact time when they’re gonna call

It’s like being on alert mode for hours please don’t

After more than two years of total silence, here I'm again.

It has been a very tough time for my mental health and I almost completely stopped drawing. This is one of the few pieces I was able to do in the last years and... it's quite indicative of the state of mind I was in xD

Thankfully it's so much better now and I'm starting to enjoy drawing again <3

(Pss… If you want to follow me also on patreon you will find many - happier and spicy - new drawings!)

Imagine having late night talks with Bucky Barnes…

“Hey, Bucky?” you turn on your side to face him.

“Yes, doll?”

“Are missions scary?” you wonder.

He tilts his head and shrugs, “Not really.”

“But what about all the scary guys with guns and those aliens?” your brows furrow.

“I’m used to it,” the corners of his lips curve upwards, “You’re dating an old, wise one-hundred-year-old man, Y/N.” He leans up to kiss your forehead, “I’ve seen the world.”

You huff, “Well then what are you afraid of?”

Bucky reaches his hand out to you. He caresses your cheek and moves your stray hairs behind your ear, “Losing you.”

Yes, but I’m trying to learn to not give a shit about what other people think..

Idk if that helps.. and it’s definitely not easy

sorry for so many posts

Question for fellow autistics/neurodivergent folks

Does anyone else have trauma linked to their special interest? How did you handle it and heal? How do you enjoy your favorite thing safely again? It’s been years and I’m so scared. I don’t know what to do.

| UNSTOPPABLE WASP (2018) #7

By Jeremy Whitley and Alti Firmansyah

This is driving me insane because I swear this is this image:

But with like an AI filter style thing to turn it into a goth girl. I stg

Imagine

Bucky : "Don't say I didn't warn you…"

Also my memory sucks so if I don’t have it in writing to go back and look at, I will forget everything that’s been said

Thank you @ The Autistic Teacher

Does Steve’s kids have like 50% super soldier DNA?

Do they even know who their father really is?