They Never Trusted Him

being autistic is being overwhelmed/overstimulated by how messy your place is but not having the spoons to clean

And then I probably won’t pick up anyway

The autistic despair of someone saying “I’ll call you later” and not knowing the exact time when they’re gonna call

It’s like being on alert mode for hours please don’t

How is that so hot omfg

Did you know they could do that?

No.

SEBASTIAN STAN as Bucky Barnes in THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER (2021). Dir. by Kari Skogland.

Episode 4: The Whole World is Watching.

Does Steve’s kids have like 50% super soldier DNA?

Do they even know who their father really is?

“... i didn't tell 'cause i knew you wouldn't let this happen”.

I hate this:

I don't know what's wrong. I can make as many lists. As many notes. As I possibly can but I'll never know what's wrong.

Is it the bpd? Did someone trigger some unknown trauma that's hidden deep? Did they say something that scared me?

Is it the autism? Am I just overstimulated? Am I hungry? Sleepy? Thirsty?

Is it the ADHD? What. Is. Wrong?