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Fuck I was listening to a song that triggered a phantom shift and I felt like I had wings for the first time on my back.

I knew that it was just a phantom shift and it made me wanna start crying lowkey.

I know I’m not a picture perfect person and I know I don’t take care of myself that well, but fuck I’d be so happy if I just had wings. I promise that I will take care of them and tend to them and preen them just please let me have some.

I hate this human body of mine so much and everything that it entails. I wish I were made out of light and purity instead of out of the ribs of a pile of dirt.

I wish I were made an angel.

Born to be a heavenly concept forced to be a deadbeat mortal.

Inspired by a post by @crushingcasanova where they had shown their results, I looked at a few Yandere personality charts out of boredom and because I (personally) love the yandere archetype. These were my results:

•Big Five Yandere: CCDAF

•Yandere Types: LSVT

•Yandere MBTI: RDHL

•Soft Yanderes: CDWI

Also just in case anyone wants to do it themselves….

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Big Five Yandere Personality Types:

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☰ Yandere Personality Types  〔Big Five〕 ☰ Overview 〔Disclaimer〕 Yandere behavior and mindsets are not healthy, nor should they be sought a

Yandere Types:

Yandere MBTI:

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Yandere “MBTI”

Disclaimer: The yandere trope is not a portrayal of healthy or ideal relationships, but instead a horror-based genre meant to stick strictly

Soft Yanderes MBTI:

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An MBTI System For Soft Yanderes

Having discovered the amazing Yandere MBTI by @ddarker-dreams I was inspired to create a similar system for the categorisation of soft yande

Getting flashbacks to when I genuinely was convinced that I there was a chance I had some form of a Bipolar Disorder except I now cannot tell if it’s Bipolar or BPD that I exhibit the most symptoms of.

I was doing one of those tests for BPD symptoms out of boredom/curiosity and my attitudes aligned a little too much with some attitudes found in BPD.

Here’s the test I did btw<3

I’m very much aware it’s just a little test done for shits n giggles but Idk I remember taking like 10+ different tests for bipolar and being worried because they all came out with the same results.

I backed out of telling a professional about this because my mom convinced me by that point that I’m probably overthinking and that It’s probably a piss poor mix of having an emotional form of autism & severe depression.

Now that I’m coming back to this.. Idk I’m still not sure what to do.

The only thing I know is that something is wrong with me(what a shocker). It’s a matter of what the hell it is that’s wrong with me.

when you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your followers (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

👏 Ok so I got a shit ton of songs I like so this is gonna be hard lmao

Darling Dance: Kairikibear

Monster: Dev

Fiona Apple: I want you to love me

Pierce the Veil: Bulls in the Bronx

Yeule: Daizies

Holy shit I posted something as a silly little joke about chronically online discourse and then my notifications blew up for the past 2 or so days.

Now I managed to get 100 likes in the span of less than a week.

I just wanna say thanks for the recent support on my blog! Definitely have no regrets making this!

XOXO

･:*+.\(( °ω° ))/.:+

TFW your past self was happier and more stable than your current self despite all the cringe and morally questionable behavior.

Tho then again when was I every a morally superior person. I’ve been in the grey zone probably my whole life.

I took this not expecting much out of it and to get a lower score because I feel like whatever trauma I have is milder or even nonexistent in some areas.(Even though it literally changed my brain chemistry forever but we don’t talk about that..)

Imagine my surprise.

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starting a chain if i can lol

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Anyone got any J-idol recommendations?

Here are a few of the ones I like atm to get an idea of what I’m looking for:

-BABYMETAL

-Candye Syrup

-Momiro Clover Z

-i☆Ris

-femme fatale

Fr the West(especially America) is just a bunch of shitty traffic jams and dick measuring contests with guns.

We could use the same passion and energy and optimism that idols are known for here.

Anywho I too wanna wish good luck to any up and coming overseas idols! I’ll support y’all anyday!

I really love idols!!!

I wish the West had a type of idol culture. I want to cheer on girls to achieve their dreams!

Jirai idols, I will support you with all my heart!!!!