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“cats can’t claw self portraits” god forbid my cat is artistically gifted???
(context- i cut a cats face onto my thigh while i was in my insane era and it’s scarred and isn’t going away like at all)
It wasn’t even worth the trouble. I feel nothing. All that it did was leave an ugly mark and leave a burning sensation.
Fuck I’m such a hideous thing. These scars make it even worse.
I wish I was thinner and flatter and prettier and had a nice smile and didn’t have this goddamn lazy eye everytime I take a photo.
I wish I didn’t have to resort to doing this to feel something good and relieving because nothing feels like it’s working anymore.
I don’t even know if I wanna eat rn. My parents are calling for dinner and I’m hungry but I’m so desperate to lose weight. I’ll do anything at this point.
I just wish I was born a different person.