Im Going To Turn This Isnt A Love Advice Blog.

one of my least favorite parts of this disorder are the parts with different allergies and the parts that have different levels of good eye sight. like a) fuck the parts that can see without our glasses theyre so ridiculously lucky

and b) fuck the parts that are allergic to things and dont realize caus theyll caus a reaction that ends up triggering our mcas

Day three and the drowsiness has hit us hard. Literally spent most of the past fourty eight hours asleep.

Also extremely apathetic rn. Like legit unable to feel emotions and its kinda overwhelming me but at the same time im not able to emotionally react to being overwhelmed so maybe its more like underwhelming me. I hate feeling like this sm but also its kinda better than how i normally feel so its kinda like damn tf do i do

Night One of being on lamotrigine for my bipolar

tried latuda back in november/december and had some bad physical reactions so heres to hoping this time goes better

will say i was hoping to get the drowsy side effect tonight like i normally get from new psych meds but thats not happening at all which kinda sucks ass, was hoping to be able to sleep lol

THIS THIS THIS

people on the reddit sub for the pitt demonizing frank for yelling at robby as if hes not a man who is scared for his job and his life???

like was what he said the right thing? no

is his addiction like robby's ptsd? no

but is he a guy who is at the end of a 15 hour shift with a mass shooting who is suffering from withdrawal watching himself hit rock bottom??? yes

addiction, like ptsd, is a disease and both robby and frank are at their lows and taking it out on each other in the wrong way

robby needs therapy

frank needs rehab

i hope the show tackles that in some way

pirate dance party!!

why is my entire feed rn hannibal

KAZ AS AN AGE REGRESSOR

-when hes having a bad pain day he slips younger easier

-flashbacks happen more easily when hes regressed

-emotional quiet (and clingy) little

-hides away when he regresses but it makes him sad that he doesnt have jesper and inej around him

-has a stuffed animal his brother gave him

-curls up in his comfiest clothes and plays with his stuffie when small

-talks outloud to himself for comfort

-gets upset with himself for regressing when he stops being small

-naps so much, always so eepy

part two

cringe system culture is having multiple introjects from fanfictions (almost more so than just base source introjects)

Justice for fanfiction introjects, they deserve a lot of love ‼‼

Love to hear about systems who have some "cringe source" introjects, it show that everyone is different and unique and it makes them equal valid!

Love you alters with cringe sources >u<

why is it that so many people equate having sex to being a good relationship? like we have sexual trauma and are also asexual, and for the first time in three years have decided to actually respect ourselves and not give into to the idea that you need to have sex to be happy and we feel so much better about ourselves because of this.

and yet anyone irl were interested in just expects it to be a thing. and refuses to be partners until we have sex with them. i just want to be loved. why tf do i have to have sex to be loved? it doesnt make any sense

System culture is the clown alter. :o)

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/64519702/chapters/165692209

trans langdon trans langdontrans langdonnnnn

HEAR ME OUT

Frank goes to rehab and comes back and slowly starts spiraling because he's actually taking the time to focus on himself and who he is and suddenly realizes that he might not actually be a he

Cue a scene of him sobbing his heart out in Abby's arms as he has the big realization

Abby's of course super supportive (I'm a big fan of queer abby) and takes Frank out shopping to find some outfits to try out to figure out their own personal style and identity

Frank still is proud to be called a dad but absolutely loves when Tanner calls them Dad in public on a more feminine day where she's wearing a skirt and very obviously looks feminine. Frank's a chaotic bastard that takes pride in being a menace in public

She obviously tells Mel first and this sets off a course of events where Mel Abby and Frank end up in a queer sapphic polycule (mel is acearo so its very qpp too)

the others in the ED learn because one of Frank's new trans friends (because duh she abby and mel are obviously going to community events) comes in due to some injury (maybe a non serious car crash or smth) and gets super confused because that is Frankie and their pronouns are she/they why are all these people calling this badass lesbian doctor a he

they have a concussion and so in a moment of confusion lets it slip and Frank just laughs and just shrugs and is like yea youre right because she loves fucking with her friends and so now the entire ED staff are like oh god have I been misgendering my friend this whole time and none of them are comfortable enough to ask until finally santos is like dude are you trans because she just does not gaf and is tired of the others all being uncomfortable

frank's just like yea have been for a while and keeps moving

robby especially is internally freaking out a bit because hes a good attending™️ and cant believe he missed this major part of his favorite resident