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So let the winds carry my body,
To brighter places, where you might be,
Lift me up above the clouds
I’ll search all of Tennessee
I wish I didn’t have to unlove,
But know, in dreams, you’re still my dove
A love that never quite got to run
We walked, we crawled, and laid to rest under the sun
I wish I didn’t have to unlove
A bottomless black hole I see
Where nothing lives, and sadness feeds
A soul rotting into the other
Decomposing in the depths of eternity
In the vast darkness that entangles me
I’ll always remember you in the fall
That’s where it first began
I wish I didn’t have to unlove you at all.
I cant fucking do this
Like I cant handle anything
Idk what to do
I cant i just cant I csnt
I don't need someone to talk to. I need someone to kill me.
My younger self would be so disappointed that we’re still here
I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die
i want to get my shit together so badly
i also want to just give up
The best thing about life is that it’ll end one day
In oceans deep, where the darkness grows
I’ve built a wall, a heart of stone
No whispering winds, no embers glow
I choose the dark, I walk alone
No visitors allowed
No exit to leave
What’s done is done
In solitude, I choose me
forced to say “it’s okay!” Instead of throwing a fucking chair at their head
life fuxking sucks man he him/ I post shit about my horrid mental health. and write potery. general tw of my blog
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