Gojo is so...yucky [affectionate]
Sometimes I'll come across YouTubers I used to watch and... it just feels so weird. Because I've gotten older now and so have they. It's kind of nostalgic actually.
Like heyyy, I remember you! I would try to watch all your vids in one go and then I'd happily wait for your next one!
It's always a pleasant surprise to have them pop up on my feed again.
Just a smudge
I don't ever want to feel like my alter ego is just someone I can never become. Like an idealized version of me.
Like a costume fit to be worn only onstage but can never be embodied outside of the theatre. A one time showing under the right conditions. A character that'll never make it off screen.
I don't like to confine myself to those kinds of lines and boxes.
The fact that she exists means that I am capable of being this person, you know? That means I was able to bridge the gap between us and become one.
It may be difficult but it's never impossible.
I drew like I'd never see my art again.
I drew with the potential thought that I may never recover my old drawings.
I drew with the expectation of LOSS. And I was okay with it.
Yeah, it existed but I no longer had proof of it.
Like a record lost in time.
Sometimes I don't wanna be no thoughts, head empty. Sometimes I wanna be many thoughts, head full. 😔
You'll try to foster a relationship with anyone but yourself.
Tell me how the fuck that works.
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