I Drew Like I'd Never See My Art Again.

Let me start off by saying that I am a very curious person.

Kept seeing this one anime pop up on my feed and one day yk, I got a little too curious. A little too bold. I was all like ykw fuck it, imma see what all the hubbub is about. And so I did.

And I haven't been able to escape the jaws of this anime sINCE THEN. IT HAS CONSUMED ME. IT IS ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT. I WANNA WATCH IT OVER AND OVER I-

"Trauma builds character!"

IT SEEMS TO HAVE MADE ME WORSE??#&$&

You'll try to foster a relationship with anyone but yourself.

Tell me how the fuck that works.

Twinning from another world

Sometimes I feel like I'm not being authentic in how I present myself online.

Like I'll try to look at my profile from a different perspective and it never seems like the real me fr fr.

I be thinking "Wow, I seem so friendly and upbeat! If only that were the truth haha!"

Cuz in my mind, I'm not that friendly and open. I'm the total opposite. Reserved, closed off, and very low energy.

But then I think hey wait a minute, I can be pretty friendly and upbeat-- when I feel like it.

My social battery gets drained fast and it takes a long ass time to recharge. I am NOT a consistently social person. I need many breaks and some time to myself, yk?

I'm no social butterfly, I'm more like an asocial moth.

The only thing I have the most knowledge in at this moment is MYSELF.

Tbh I still don't know too much about that either but it's all I got, man.

Ain't much, but it's all I got.

Just a smudge

That random urge to get your life together at 3 am except you actually manage to stay consistent with it and end up with a whole new life >>>

I'm sorry but if you purposely use a SPOON to do a FORK'S job, I assume you either

a) Like to make things difficult for yourself

b) Are entering your villain arc and have sworn to be a fucking problem. This is the last straw. Come out with your hands up.

Pans are her specialty