A-fools-whim - Well, What Now?

Sometimes I feel like I'm not being authentic in how I present myself online.

Like I'll try to look at my profile from a different perspective and it never seems like the real me fr fr.

I be thinking "Wow, I seem so friendly and upbeat! If only that were the truth haha!"

Cuz in my mind, I'm not that friendly and open. I'm the total opposite. Reserved, closed off, and very low energy.

But then I think hey wait a minute, I can be pretty friendly and upbeat-- when I feel like it.

My social battery gets drained fast and it takes a long ass time to recharge. I am NOT a consistently social person. I need many breaks and some time to myself, yk?

I'm no social butterfly, I'm more like an asocial moth.

Let me start off by saying that I am a very curious person.

Kept seeing this one anime pop up on my feed and one day yk, I got a little too curious. A little too bold. I was all like ykw fuck it, imma see what all the hubbub is about. And so I did.

And I haven't been able to escape the jaws of this anime sINCE THEN. IT HAS CONSUMED ME. IT IS ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT. I WANNA WATCH IT OVER AND OVER I-

Gojo is so...yucky [affectionate]

How could we ever just be friends?

I'd rather die than let you go,

Juliet to your Romeo

How I heard you say

I would never fall in love again

Until I found him

The more digitized my life becomes, the more vital it is to me that I get out and touch some grass.

Receiving verbal instruction is my kryptonite fr fr

I just can't man. Like yeah I HEAR what you're saying but it's just sounding like a butt load of gibberish rn.

And then I just decide to fucking wing the task given to me and guess at what you want done.

Made it!

Sketches

The only thing I have the most knowledge in at this moment is MYSELF.

Tbh I still don't know too much about that either but it's all I got, man.

Ain't much, but it's all I got.

"Trauma builds character!"

IT SEEMS TO HAVE MADE ME WORSE??#&$&