A-fools-whim - Well, What Now?

Sometimes I feel like I'm not being authentic in how I present myself online.

Like I'll try to look at my profile from a different perspective and it never seems like the real me fr fr.

I be thinking "Wow, I seem so friendly and upbeat! If only that were the truth haha!"

Cuz in my mind, I'm not that friendly and open. I'm the total opposite. Reserved, closed off, and very low energy.

But then I think hey wait a minute, I can be pretty friendly and upbeat-- when I feel like it.

My social battery gets drained fast and it takes a long ass time to recharge. I am NOT a consistently social person. I need many breaks and some time to myself, yk?

I'm no social butterfly, I'm more like an asocial moth.

Sketches

I watch sports anime to help me get motivated. And it does the job everrrrry time.

Sometimes I'll come across YouTubers I used to watch and... it just feels so weird. Because I've gotten older now and so have they. It's kind of nostalgic actually.

Like heyyy, I remember you! I would try to watch all your vids in one go and then I'd happily wait for your next one!

It's always a pleasant surprise to have them pop up on my feed again.

You'll try to foster a relationship with anyone but yourself.

Tell me how the fuck that works.

I was today years old when I realized that my taste in anime men reflected parts of my own damn personality

Greetings