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Dieting makes me feel like theres nothing to do
Intro
Gigi. ・.
.・.She/her・.・bi.・.・・.・.black.・.
.・.Not new to edtwt but am new to edblr.・.
.・.Cw.108lbs.・.gw 85.・.ugw63.2.・.
Basic dni! Sh, racist, weirdo
. ・.・.・.・.・.・.ℒℴѵℯ*¨*• ♡
(っ˘ڡ˘ς)
like or repost to be moots!!
April is my month. April is the time I take a hold of myself and do better. In April, I will focus on weight loss, I will take school more seriously, I will take care of my skin better. I will be better.
being bmi 16 but not FEELING bmi 16 is a different type of pain T_T
LOOKING FOR A F4STING PARTNER (PREFERABLY 72+ HOURS) Pls repost.
Also, every like this gets for the first week, I'll extend my f4st by an hour. Starting with a 24-hour f4st. Please share this around, I want this to be challenging. Thx!! <3 (if I break my f4st, I'm deleting my account for accountability (ToT)👍)
Also I'm seeing my husband this Sunday, so I have to stop acting like a p1g or im going to be f4tter than the last time he saw me
I mightve eaten 7k c4ls in the past two days....so I'm gonna attempt a f4st. I'm literally watching all my progress slip away from me rn. 🤪👍
I mightve eaten 7k c4ls in the past two days....so I'm gonna attempt a f4st. I'm literally watching all my progress slip away from me rn. 🤪👍
I think I'm going to 🌟ve myself until the next time i see my husband. I want him to audibly gasp when he sees how small I've gotten. Posting so my fat4ss will hold myself accountable. 124 lbs currently. Let's see how mentally ill I really am. 🤪👍
IM SO FUCKING DUMB
WHy did I tell my psychiatrist I struggled with an €D...now she prescribed me meds that stop me from b1ng1ng and also make me gain weight. I literally asked her for any meds that DONT cause appetite/weight increase. I always snitch on myself. When will i learn? 😭
WIEIAD (Under 900)
Breakfast:
Fiber one - 90
Almond milk - 35
Blueberries - 70
Cinnamon- 0
Lunch:
Sushi - 120
Rice - 170
Kimchi - 35
Soy sauce - 5
Egg whites - 61
Dinner:
Miso soup - 35
Seaweed - 20
Ramune - 70
Snacks/Misc:
Watermelon - 91
Taste testing food - 81
Total: 881
I miss when my wrists were tiny
WIEIAD (Under 700 c4ls)
Breakfast:
Smoothie
Kale - 28
4 oz orange juice - 55
Vinegar - 0
Collagen Powder - 45
Dinner
Fried zucchini - 66
Parmasean cheese - 43
Coconut Chicken Curry - 235
Rice - 116
Snacks:
(x4) Hubba Bubba - 100 cals
Total: 679
@r1pouttmygvtz
Waiting for everyone else to go to sleep so you can chew and sp!t>>>>>
I don't even want to have my weight in my bio..like it's actually embarrassing to be this heavy.
24hr f4st for the first time in months and my cravings are going crazy yall (pray for me)
Just got my collarb0n3s visible again. ✊🏻😭
Literally all I'm wearing for now on, are tops that show them off. I can't wait to get rid of my h1deous th1ghs next.
New fav high protein safe combo!! (136 cals, 18.8g protein)
136 cals, 18.8g protein
Greek yogurt (nonfat, no sugar added) - 170g
Primer Protein Strawberry Almond protein cereal - 6g
Honey - 7g
Tastes literally so good. It's the perfect amount of sweetness and the honey balances out the Greek yogurt. Mostly carbs and protein. I love eating this pre workout cause it's so filling and gives me lots of energy. ✨
By the time these arrive, hopefully they'll fit. 😄💖
Yk what's crazy...not having the pressure of having to have a hot girl summer makes it so much easier to 🌟ve. I'm always so tiny in autumn and restr1ct1ng is so romantic during fall. Like let me sit indoors and feel dainty and cold while I sip my 0 c4l pumpkin spice tea and wear oversized clothes.
I will never shut up about how my mom said i didn't have an €D when I was f4t, even after she saw me eating baby food, going on extreme d13ts, and f4sting all the time. But once my w3ight started dropping off and I got sk1nnier than her, suddenly it's an issue. 😕
Not to mention she was bul1m1c when she was my age. Growing up with your mom competing with you is crazy.
Can anyone give me low c4l orders at Starbucks?
I'm going tmrw w my husband and want to look not disordered. Thank you in advance.
Rate my current safe food stash!!
June is my month this time fr.
Fuck May.
A month from now...
You can either have a month of progress
OR
A month of excuses why you didn’t.
Helhest
The irony's a bitter pill, a twisted delight,
The less I have, the stronger I feel in the night. Empty echoes in a hollow frame,
A twisted victory in this hunger game.
Each rib, a bony crown, a badge of my fight,
Against a foe unseen, in the dead of the night.
The mirror, a canvas of decline and decay,
But in the fractures, a twisted kind of ballet.
Food, the enemy, a siren's sweet call,
But control, a triumph, that conquers them all.
The world fades to whispers, a distant refrain,
As the hunger consumes, a sweet, hollow pain.
The warmth of a fire, a distant dream's hold,
But the chills that wrack me feel strangely consoled.
For weakness is freedom, a fragile release,
From a world that demands, a body to appease.
The whispers grow louder, a chorus of fear,
But the silence within is strangely more clear.
A voice in the darkness, a chilling decree,
"Sicker is better, for that's how you'll be free."
But freedom's a cage, with bars made of bone,
A victory dance, a victory alone.
The depths I descend, a descent without end,
This twisted desire, a hunger that won't mend.
Oh, the tears that won't fall, the emotions all numb, Is this what it's worth, to finally become...
Not smaller, not thinner, but something far worse,
A hollow shell dancing, in a malnourished corpse.
- just a poem my sleep deprived mind came up with. I hope you all enjoy it cause I'm new to writing.🥴
FUCK MY LIFE
I always say I'm going to recover but it's just an excuse to b1ng3. I wanna cut all my f4t off and bleed to death. Why do I keep falling into the same patterns? I already know how this ends every FUCKING time and I keep FUCKING DOING IT. 🫠
I love being in the in-between of recovering and relapsing harder than I have ever before
I've lost 5Ibs in 10 days. All my friends are happy/concerned about how quickly I lost it but I feel like I should've dropped more. Does anyone else feel the same?