Into The Void It Goes - Blog Posts

Alright, alright, I said I'd post more art stuff

I woke up in the middle of the night and had this design in mind. I can see though, now that I've sketched it out, it's a lot of little pieces of other character designs I like, so I probably won't use it for anything. The character's name is Quillan tho

AH ANXIETY WHY DID I POST ANYTHING EVER AHHHH

Wtf do you mean "Tumblr Premium"

Finally bit the bullet and actually downloaded Tumblr- yay! Hoping this will encourage me to post more art, because it honestly gives me a dopamine hit, even with the little bit of attention it gets

Finally bit the bullet and actually downloaded Tumblr- yay! Hoping this will encourage me to post more art, because it honestly gives me a dopamine hit, even with the little bit of attention it gets

I miss being in love with life.

But just because I'm not right now doesn't mean I can't be one day.

I have to believe I'll get there one day.

Ha, one more piece, and then I'll sleep

Did this one on a sticky note with my acrylic markers. I actually really like looking at it. I used a picture from Pinterest (I know, I'm sorry) as a reference.

Workin on my anxiety by adding more to this account thingamajig 👍

My country is failing apart, but damnit, I am going to keep improving

I can't wait to be in a place in Life again where I can be openly kind to people again

I love you all, you're just also scary sometimes

Okay, so, I'm not very religious anymore due to a terrible childhood, but I miss singing hymns.

A group of people coming together to sing of hope and faith. There's something about that I think we all need more of nowadays, whether in a worshipping sense or not.

Uuuugh mental health and healing is difficult because you gotta but mental energy into, and that's conscious, whilst physical healing requires physical energy, which you don't have to focus on or put effort into, cuz it's subconscious and your body puts forth the energy for you.

This does mean we gotta scold ourselves when we have icky thoughts or are overly anxious and it's haaaarrdd

Imma try noting and posting more stuff as a sort of rejection therapy thing, idk, I've got some art on here now and it's terrifying and I think that'll eventually be good for me

OKAY I'M DONE IT'S OUT OF MY SYSTEM

This man has infected my mind, however I don't draw in a "circle head" style, so I'm only putting a few on here. I wasn't sure if I was gonna, but ya know... support and fanart and stuff. I hope I've done @quieteeks's Martyr at least some justice 👍

Ight, imma try to make these little post of mine more productive. I think trying to write something more positive/hopeful/soothing might help my mental health

Havin Conservative Parents is Fun

Y'all, I'm tired of trying to talk with my Dad about the US, cuz he'll say the we're struggling, and I'll chip in with a statistic (this time it was that the average income for an American is under $40K a year after taking out the top thousand people), and he'll start trying to explain how it's the fault of immigrants, or black people, or women, or queer people.

Mom's kinda mildly upset that I don't really talk with him, and I've tried to explain to her that not only do I disagree with him (them, but she's a bit calmer in her bigotry), but I myself am hurt by what he says (as a bisexual woman-ish person). And what does she say, Everytime? That he's had a different life, and that he's older, and that he doesn't have the same capacity for emotions as I do.

I can respect that to a certain degree, but we're not about to pretend like that shit doesn't actually fuckin harm people- and not just "hurting their sensitive feelings"- people are killed because of this kind of blaming and hate these people with "less capacity for difference" spew