Y'all, I'm tired of trying to talk with my Dad about the US, cuz he'll say the we're struggling, and I'll chip in with a statistic (this time it was that the average income for an American is under $40K a year after taking out the top thousand people), and he'll start trying to explain how it's the fault of immigrants, or black people, or women, or queer people.
Mom's kinda mildly upset that I don't really talk with him, and I've tried to explain to her that not only do I disagree with him (them, but she's a bit calmer in her bigotry), but I myself am hurt by what he says (as a bisexual woman-ish person). And what does she say, Everytime? That he's had a different life, and that he's older, and that he doesn't have the same capacity for emotions as I do.
I can respect that to a certain degree, but we're not about to pretend like that shit doesn't actually fuckin harm people- and not just "hurting their sensitive feelings"- people are killed because of this kind of blaming and hate these people with "less capacity for difference" spew
Sharing my brain parasite with the masses
I legit can't stop- send help
Anyways more fanart for ASATT, more of @quieteeks's Martyr, and more of my attempts at art, yay
I am going to fight for myself. I'm going to put real effort into my mental health and get better. I don't want to be miserable for the rest of my time with this life
I miss being in love with life.
But just because I'm not right now doesn't mean I can't be one day.
I have to believe I'll get there one day.
Workin on my anxiety by adding more to this account thingamajig π
My country is failing apart, but damnit, I am going to keep improving
OKAY I'M DONE IT'S OUT OF MY SYSTEM
This man has infected my mind, however I don't draw in a "circle head" style, so I'm only putting a few on here. I wasn't sure if I was gonna, but ya know... support and fanart and stuff. I hope I've done @quieteeks's Martyr at least some justice π
AH ANXIETY WHY DID I POST ANYTHING EVER AHHHH
Alright, alright, I said I'd post more art stuff
I woke up in the middle of the night and had this design in mind. I can see though, now that I've sketched it out, it's a lot of little pieces of other character designs I like, so I probably won't use it for anything. The character's name is Quillan tho
Finally bit the bullet and actually downloaded Tumblr- yay! Hoping this will encourage me to post more art, because it honestly gives me a dopamine hit, even with the little bit of attention it gets
Okay, so, I'm not very religious anymore due to a terrible childhood, but I miss singing hymns.
A group of people coming together to sing of hope and faith. There's something about that I think we all need more of nowadays, whether in a worshipping sense or not.
I can't wait to be in a place in Life again where I can be openly kind to people again
I love you all, you're just also scary sometimes