I Don’t Want To Go Back To Uni Tomorrow But I Have To, I Love My Roommate But Sometimes I Feel Unwelcome

I pretend to be lovable but I know, I know I’m not.

“You look like you’re about to cry.”

No I just wanna k1ll myself.

Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?

I has decided that if I’m never heard from again it’s because my finals have successfully offed me, finals:100 Daphne:- Literally all I’ve done today is cry, study, cry while eating the lunch I don’t deserve, cry more, study more, panic cuz I broke the necklace given to me by my late grandfather, cry cuz I couldn’t find it only to find it after 2 hours, lay on the floor and cry more till my roommate got home, then go with them to eat, feel worthless because my friend got mad that I asked to get a drink, then apologized after I said that I didn’t need the drink and that I was sorry then I proceed to cry on the phone with Charlie because he asked me how my day was and even though he was high out of his mind he called to talking me through my panic and calmed me down and then I found out that I have a final today and started freaking out yet again

Oh yeah, Charlie is my very supportive boyfriend and the love of my life :3

mannn

everyone around me brags about going through a pod in a week or less and I’m over here hitting it when I can and I don’t make a single dent in it at all, wtf man. Like yea I can make it last but by the time I do make a dent it’s pretty burnt.

„but you survived“ but i didn’t want to lol. i wasn’t supposed to. i hate that i did. i’m angry that i did. i want the pain to go away so badly.

you can be either a little hungry all the time or be ashamed of your body all the time and we all know what’s worse

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

sorry i sent you fifteen messages on three different apps in the middle of the night and then fell back asleep before you responded it’s because i never stop thinking of you. it will happen again tomorrow. i love you