Sorry For Showing Symptoms Of The Disorder I Told You Multiple Times I Have. Do You Want Me To Kill Myself?

Your fifth most recent emoji is what your soulmate thinks about you

I’ve decided to turn my emotions off completely

“you should do XYZ for ur future!!”

“you need to prepare this for when you become an adult!!”

i’m BARELY surviving right now 😭

new project!!

here’s a little sneak peak to my next crochet project, I’m freehanding it based on a picture I found on Pinterest. I am trying to find the original poster of the picture so that I can give them credit for their pictures/crochet pieces.

Photo haul of college

I have sooo many photos of my first semester, this isn’t even half of it

mini mood board 4 inspired bc idk why but i cannot fucking. stop. eating.

all i think about is my weight and the wanting to lose, but i am stuck maintaining and ending up in binges.

i need to be smaller. i have to. i’ve been working so hard why am i messing this up??

I feel bad for not being as active as I normally am, but I contracted the norovirus from a boy that I babysit and it's been hell.

i'm not complaining but I could do without the feeling like shit every second of my days.

REBLOG if you are ACTIVE this DECEMBER ✨

..and i’m looking for mutuals lol

I pretend to be lovable but I know, I know I’m not.