mini mood board 4 inspired bc idk why but i cannot fucking. stop. eating.
all i think about is my weight and the wanting to lose, but i am stuck maintaining and ending up in binges.
i need to be smaller. i have to. i’ve been working so hard why am i messing this up??
feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day
Are you normal or do you have hypervigilence problems because you always had to be aware of your family members moods growing up in order to deescalate situations before the arose
I know I'm unlovable, I just sometimes like to pretend that I'm not
Would anyone be interested in joining a pr04n4 discord server?
I’ve been thinking about making one for agessss but I’m not sure if people would join and be active
Reblog if ur interested!
that felt amazing to do, it hurt a little bit since I destroyed my safe space that I could rant to. But I have friends that are worried for me- my therapist is too- and I don’t want to actively be recording my downfall.
next up, my likes :(
I will be deleting all forms of ed and Ana shit on my account today, it’s time to commit to recovery. Even if that means getting rid of my save space
Hey guys i normally don’t post this kind of thing, but as a freshman at a new university and I’ve already experienced and seen some things, I feel the need to say this.
on my campus in the last two weeks we had an unfortunate incident where a physic ward patient broke out of the hospital across from the campus, stole scrubs and snuck into the locked dorm building to commit suicide. The school tried to cover it up by saying that a staff member found the victim when it was actually a second year student.
shortly after this incident, campus security got slightly better. However instead of reassuring the students and staff, they chose to bad mouth the man and his family while also saying that the student deserved to find the man.
then not even a week later a very close friend of mine that lives in the dorm directly above me, had experienced a horrible situation that has left not only our mostly female campus on edge but also my friend as her dorm was broken into and was r@ped very early in the morning. I have gotten her permission to share this as she also wants to warn any new students to university.
college can be fun but there are many things that you should be careful of.
Always lock your door: it doesn’t matter if you’re just going to use the bathroom or to get a water, take your keys with you and lock the door behind you. My roommate and I have club that we place one the door when we’re sleeping to ensure that we feel protected.
dont hold the door open to strangers to the building: if you don’t know that they for sure live in the dorm, don’t hold the door for them
if possible, late at night if you need to go anywhere out of the dorm: bring a buddy and stay with the buddy
be careful about who sleeps over in the dorm: let’s say your roommate has friends over and they are drinking. If you aren’t comfortable with them staying over as they can’t drive home, ask your roommate if it would be possible for them to Uber home. 5. if you live in the first floor of your building: ensure that all windows are locked before you go to sleep
I have a few other tips that I will be including in a separate post as this one is getting quite long, but please please ladies and gentlemen stay safe and if you don’t feel safe walking alone call your campus security as they can walk/drive you back to your dorm. I have used this twice in the last week as my friends and I have not felt safe walking back from the library to our dorms.
stay safe and I wish you all luck on your finals
love,
Daphie :3
I’ve decided to turn my emotions off completely
I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE
Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please
guys I’m so nervous, I’m about to go and try to get my permit again!
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