I Want To Be Someone’s Favourite PLEASE

Puritanism is getting worse around the globe and conservatives and fascists will absolutely be first going harder against porn, then use that against queer people. You HAVE to realise this and oppose anti porn measures and laws, be in solidarity with sex workers, and listen to them when they call this shit out. It's going to be vitally important.

I pretend to be lovable but I know, I know I’m not.

Guys I’m having a freaking panic attack rn, I’m helping a friend of mine find out who was told about an accident. And just this whole topic is really triggering to me, but I want to be a good friend and support my friend. But I’m kinda spiraling about it

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

kinda wanna scream. kinda wanna cry. kinda wanna sleep. kinda just wanna disappear

mini mood board 4 inspired bc idk why but i cannot fucking. stop. eating.

all i think about is my weight and the wanting to lose, but i am stuck maintaining and ending up in binges.

i need to be smaller. i have to. i’ve been working so hard why am i messing this up??

Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal

I don’t want to go back to uni tomorrow but I have to, I love my roommate but sometimes I feel unwelcome in the dorm.

honestly I’m debating on being up my bpd and depression to my counselor since I think he can understand and not judge me on it, but idk yet. I’m almost done with my freshman year so that’s something I guess

anyone else getting the urge to give themselves a new ear piercing…. Cuz I definitely am lol

there is no more light

there is no more love

and I want to die more and more