I’m not usually scared of liquid calories but today I had 2 McDonald’s coffee frappe (no whipped cream and no chocolate drizzle) but I’m still fuxking scared of how many calories I had today even tho I only ate 200 calories.
I’m not usually this scared of liquid cals, I avoid them where I can but I’ve got my safe drinks which is caramel latte (120 cals wit milk) and McDonald’s coffee frappe (no cream or chocolate) (400 cals) which usually make me happy and not give me a panic attack like they did today. I’ve had so many calories today it’s not funny and I’m positive I’m gonna gain weight!
I just want to throw myself of a bridge for letting myself have this many calories, it’s like I want to stay fat at this point.
I’m so over myself and I just want this to end
Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke’s Book of Hours
Starting the ABC Diet today. Trying to get out of my binge cycle, and hoping I can stay away from them. Wish me luck!
CW:104.6lbs. GW:95lbs.
So.. I tried to off myself last week and ended up in the icu.
Weekly check in
okie so today I weighed 70.10 but my low weight during the the week was 69.80 which pisses me off that I gained 300g. Anyways still making progress ig
Thought yall on here may appreciate my new rule for myself
So I’m starting this tomorrow and ill keep you guys updated I have some pals doing it with me to keep me accountable! Progress will be under #hmloseastone on my page!!
Stay safe I love you!!
now i don't know if this will work as i haven't ever tried it before (duh) but this is a reallyyyyy high restriction diet that i am hoping will get me to 110lbs (50kg) by christmas. it's a mix of some random diet plans i found and the theory that the abc diet is based on: 'alternating caloric intake'. weigh ins will be based on when i have psych appointments, and if im not getting the results i want i will lower calories for some days :) this will be the hardest thing i have ever done, but i HAVE to do it, i can't give up !!
5th: water fast
6th: 200
7th: water fast (weigh in)
8th: water fast
9th: 500
10th: 200
11th: 650
12th: water fast
13th: dry fast
14th: 200 (weigh in)
15th: 800
16th: water fast
17th: water fast
18th: 600
19th: 200
20th: 450
21st: dry fast
22nd: water fast
23rd: 400
24th: 1000
25th: 300 (weigh in)
if anyone has any ideas on changes i should make or if i should modify things at all PLEASE let me know :))
(i have never done a dry fast before and i have heard differing opinions on them so if anyone is a ~dry fast veterin~ gimme some hints ;D)
70g of rolled oats (50 cals)
130g/medium Apple (76 cals)
2tsp of ground cinnamon (11 cals)
2tsp of Brown sugar (23 cals)
Instructions
Put rolled oats in microwaveable bowl, add water until oats are covered and microwave for 90 seconds
Cut up apple into cubes
Place Apple in oats, add cinnamon and brown sugar.
Mix until all combined and enjoy
All together this is 160 cals and fills u right up
I do this 3 times a day and it works wonders 😍
Reblog shit for myself, just blockSW:85kg CW:74.7kg GW:70kg UGW:55kg
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