Haha
Real
Haha me every day
If only they knew....
If they only knew....
growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid
When I die
Will you look for me in the sunset
As the light drains from the sky
And the stars creep in
Will you look for me in the sunset
As colors come and go
And time slows
Will you look for me in the sunset
As I watch you grow old
And move on
Will you look for me in the sunset
Because then mabye
I could feel beutiful
I’d be more lovable dead
It will probably happen again
You ask why I didn't reply to your text
I wanted too
But the weight of a conversation felt impossible to carry
You ask why I dont text back
I tried too
But I was scared id say the wrong thing
You ask why I never tell you things
I want to
But im scared you'll hate me for everything I do
You ask why I dont talk
I tried too
The words couldnt seem to come out
You ask why I dont wanna be your friend
I want to
But I couldnt handle you leaving
So I left first
Death is creeping in
I feel it in my skin
Can I reach the light
If I don’t want to live
Holding on to life
Is not my fight to fight
If I’m not with you
life fuxking sucks man he him/ I post shit about my horrid mental health. and write potery. general tw of my blog
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