The Fear Of Abandonment Isn’t Just About People Leaving, It’s The Gut-wrenching Belief That You Aren’t

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

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3 days ago

I just wanna stick a knife in my arm

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2 weeks ago

You ask why I didn't reply to your text

I wanted too

But the weight of a conversation felt impossible to carry

You ask why I dont text back

I tried too

But I was scared id say the wrong thing

You ask why I never tell you things

I want to

But im scared you'll hate me for everything I do

You ask why I dont talk

I tried too

The words couldnt seem to come out

You ask why I dont wanna be your friend

I want to

But I couldnt handle you leaving

So I left first

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2 weeks ago

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3 weeks ago

How do I stop existing without kms

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2 weeks ago

Sorry for going through every emotion known to man within an hour

It will probably happen again

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4 days ago

I love you but my story cannot go on any longer

Im the sequel no one wanted

Im the story the writer hates the most

Im the book searching desperately for an ending

For a close

You're the person who wants it to go on

But a book cant go on forever

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2 weeks ago

How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

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4 days ago

Death is creeping in

I feel it in my skin

Can I reach the light

If I don’t want to live

Holding on to life

Is not my fight to fight

If I’m not with you

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3 weeks ago

"How do you cope with your disorders?"

I don't.

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1 month ago

overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

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