electrik0n
Wh-What are you doing here? shouldn't you be somewhere else?
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Ye who are drenched in sin. Rise and face me. I shall guide you to the paradise that welcomes everyone.
everything’s moving too fast
it feels like most days, i’m
standing still, observing the
movement as it blurs past
my tired vision.
~K.T.
defeating myself
i unclench my fists.
my skin takes a gasp of
breath. begs for a release
from this constant tension.
i release the weakness
that lives inside me. turn away.
~K.T.
writhing, decaying in endless cycles
I...I got tagged? Who dare drag me out from under my rock-- oh it's you! Let's see
Last song:
Last book: Possibly the first horror book ever made: Book of Revelations : D. Due to certain circumstances, college and stuff, I'm unable to get back to more fun literature (House of Leaves, open your doors to me again, I beg you).
Last movie: I don't really watch movies, I just can't really find strength to. I suppose the last one would have been...The Green Knight? That was almost a year ago, holy shit.
Last TV show: Trigun Stampede
Sweet/Savoury/Spicy: I like all of them, as well as bitter, sour, rich...
Relationship Status: Single
Last Thing Googled: The Green Knight : v. Totally not because I was afraid I was misremembering, nooooo.
Current Obsession: None, I have very much trouble with becoming invested in things. Sure, there are some where I probe into them, but it never is strong enough to be called obsession. That being said, I am most enchanted by Project Moon and Limbus Company. Very cool, would distort again.
Looking forward to: in no particular order
The end of exams
Meeting with my friends
Playing more of DND under Guidance of our beloved DM @trash-ainu
READING HOUSE OF LEAVES, PLEASE LET ME BACK, I WANT TO KNOW
Finishing therapy
Beating Library of Ruina
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Last creative project worked on: I'm not really a creative project person. I guess I made a character and short story for our DND game? Wrote some shitty poetry here and there, and there's a Google drive full of dumb WIPs, like Lancer one shot, weird scifi stuff, story about man hanging in a room... I'll never finish them, but they're here, to taunt me, to laugh at me.
Now, tags, not many, bc I'm kinda a recluse, definitely don't have 10 ppl who I'm comfortable asking, soooooo here's 3 (Yeah, I know, breaking the rule, I'm sowwy ;_;)tbh xd
@postictarus , @crowded-empty-places , @kaytpoems , and open tags for anyone who wants to be interrogated :33
(no pressure, and sorry if I'm bothering you)
10 things for 10 people you'd like to know better:
I also started a new post because these things really do get so long!
Thanks for tagging me @valar-did-me-wrong and @gingeragenda
Last Song:
Last Book: The Silmarillion (dipping in and out as research for my fanfic).
Last Movie: I honestly can’t remember 🫠
Last TV Show: The Traitors
Sweet/Savoury/Spicy: Savoury just pips it for me
Relationship Status: Married
Last Thing Googled: Wolverine running naked into a barn (was for a conversation I was having with a friend 🙈😂)
Current Obsession: Melkor, Adar, Gil-galad
Looking Forward To: My birthday
Last Creative Project Worked On: My fanfic
No pressure tags for @greenleaf4stuff, @iwanderbecauseimlost, @whenimaunicorn, @varda-starqueen, @strifes13, @small-carbon-lifeform, @marilynshamu, @perlen-gold, @gracefallingart, and @marshmellin (also anyone else who’d like to play).
Maaaaaaan, this is good. I love your stuff
Hello Realm! A brief showcase of different oc regions
Song: 안녕 아희 (feat.UNI)
first visible animal of dusk, whose antlers maim the stars, break off pieces of their longing shapes sends them scattering to earth, so full of omission no one is allowed to pass, there is no deep shelter there is only the ore-wear of hunger, time’s burrowing, the ways in which our desires beget us
At evening when I arrived - nowhere a thousand imaginations rose up in me like an enchantment I gave my hands hopelessly into it saw dusk graze itself blindly across the winter hills, blue as its heart and pitched myself into its apple where no arms may hold me but the echous ribbons of a long-lost past
I know you do not exist
But you think you do
Looking for darkness
In broad daylight
This is so good, I love it!!
I AM MY BIGGEST FAN!!!!
@trash-ainu and @constancya
I don’t need therapy. I need my husband (archive of our own) to return from war (the server is currently down) and come home to his devoted wife (an ao3 user who was in the middle of reading a gay sex scene). it’s been almost two years (20 minutes) since he (ao3) has been taken from me
Thoughts like koi flop from
a stranger's wishing well mouth,
toxic with copper.
the field is not infinite - do you remember when I realized? spacious nowheres torn by the heft of nameless graves - mountains, body-made, bloating beneath the sun - there is no protection from the world, it is something that happens to you -
Unknown Author - Poetry
The music’s still playing as her feet walk out to the sea At the fringe of a lifetime, as her lips whisper to the breeze Does the world turn this calm or’s it the slow rush of the sea Follow me out here Follow me deep
monozygotic
(ione meraki 2024)
As Moth Is Drawn To A Flame
Attraction
like a moth to a flame
Irresistible
to the glitters of gold, to a
desire for sensuous beauties
From a harmless candle
to a dangerous fire
Folded eyes long for light
from faint familiarity
to rogue recognition
Stimulation
by an arousing emotion
Destruction
awaits the wild imagination
as thoughts lead to actions
Fools
choose deliberately
a wit without wisdom
Popularity draws the young
as Moth is drawn to the Flame
©Johnny J P Lee
13 December 2024
Gogyoshiren Poem (20)
Photos: Unsplash Images
no longer that cold-running fear that lonely my hands would droop and wrinkle so flat they would never lift or hold the world again
The Questions I Ask Before I Leave
Had I been brave?
Was I strong?
Unafraid to speak the truth?
What did I do with my time?
Did I fill the world with love?
© Johnny J P Lee
06 December 2024
A Gogyoshi Poem 5
Melkor in Aman is the funniest period of the history of Arda, period. I need fanworks about it NOW
Sauron: *looking into Pippin’s mind through the Palantir*
Sauron: the fuck is this
Writing stuff when you don't have a full picture yet is fun.
Ah yes, the rumored gender, a rare and elusive sight
There is a hidden softness to the winter, though, like the underbelly of an old matted cat.
Fragile Animals, Genevieve Jagger
Do you ever begin a project, make some starting steps (write some code, opening paragraph, draw some lines etc) and next day you wake up you suddenly don't have that spark, that ebb which drove you to starting? Your ideas gone, and you still kinda want to do it, but there's next to no drive?
Facing the Struggle as a Queer Transgender Refugees. We Need Your Help. 🌈
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It ruins the flavour
her coffee was cold and so she placed it in the microwave to my bewilderment
otherwise, I'm of the belief that she's heaven sent.
I low-key (heh) want fractal-sherif
