@trash-ainu and @constancya
I don’t need therapy. I need my husband (archive of our own) to return from war (the server is currently down) and come home to his devoted wife (an ao3 user who was in the middle of reading a gay sex scene). it’s been almost two years (20 minutes) since he (ao3) has been taken from me
The music’s still playing as her feet walk out to the sea At the fringe of a lifetime, as her lips whisper to the breeze Does the world turn this calm or’s it the slow rush of the sea Follow me out here Follow me deep
Light City
You run
And I follow
But the chasing I do
Has left me hollow
Do you ever stumble upon a thing that moves something in your shell? Yeah, that's it
Perfect Butterfly 🦋
Wrote a poem and finally finished drawing it oit. Check the break for the poem:
Caterpillars gorge on food 'til they become a chrysalis
Destroying their own body inside to make a new one
Turning into a butterfly
A beautiful butterfly
Caterpillars are always hungry
Biting off more than they can chew
Take on so many things until you can't take it anymore
Hide away
Destroy what you hate about yourself
And come out anew
And then do it again
And again
And again
So when will this caterpillar
Become a beautiful perfect
Butterfly?
Every day I am
Discovering something new
My branches expand
Every season isn't spring
I allow myself to rest
they all have your face, except
you look happy. that’s how i know
this is not real.
~K.T.
writhing, decaying in endless cycles
I...I got tagged? Who dare drag me out from under my rock-- oh it's you! Let's see
Last song:
Last book: Possibly the first horror book ever made: Book of Revelations : D. Due to certain circumstances, college and stuff, I'm unable to get back to more fun literature (House of Leaves, open your doors to me again, I beg you).
Last movie: I don't really watch movies, I just can't really find strength to. I suppose the last one would have been...The Green Knight? That was almost a year ago, holy shit.
Last TV show: Trigun Stampede
Sweet/Savoury/Spicy: I like all of them, as well as bitter, sour, rich...
Relationship Status: Single
Last Thing Googled: The Green Knight : v. Totally not because I was afraid I was misremembering, nooooo.
Current Obsession: None, I have very much trouble with becoming invested in things. Sure, there are some where I probe into them, but it never is strong enough to be called obsession. That being said, I am most enchanted by Project Moon and Limbus Company. Very cool, would distort again.
Looking forward to: in no particular order
The end of exams
Meeting with my friends
Playing more of DND under Guidance of our beloved DM @trash-ainu
READING HOUSE OF LEAVES, PLEASE LET ME BACK, I WANT TO KNOW
Finishing therapy
Beating Library of Ruina
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Last creative project worked on: I'm not really a creative project person. I guess I made a character and short story for our DND game? Wrote some shitty poetry here and there, and there's a Google drive full of dumb WIPs, like Lancer one shot, weird scifi stuff, story about man hanging in a room... I'll never finish them, but they're here, to taunt me, to laugh at me.
Now, tags, not many, bc I'm kinda a recluse, definitely don't have 10 ppl who I'm comfortable asking, soooooo here's 3 (Yeah, I know, breaking the rule, I'm sowwy ;_;)tbh xd
@postictarus , @crowded-empty-places , @kaytpoems , and open tags for anyone who wants to be interrogated :33
(no pressure, and sorry if I'm bothering you)
I also started a new post because these things really do get so long!
Thanks for tagging me @valar-did-me-wrong and @gingeragenda
Last Song:
Last Book: The Silmarillion (dipping in and out as research for my fanfic).
Last Movie: I honestly can’t remember 🫠
Last TV Show: The Traitors
Sweet/Savoury/Spicy: Savoury just pips it for me
Relationship Status: Married
Last Thing Googled: Wolverine running naked into a barn (was for a conversation I was having with a friend 🙈😂)
Current Obsession: Melkor, Adar, Gil-galad
Looking Forward To: My birthday
Last Creative Project Worked On: My fanfic
No pressure tags for @greenleaf4stuff, @iwanderbecauseimlost, @whenimaunicorn, @varda-starqueen, @strifes13, @small-carbon-lifeform, @marilynshamu, @perlen-gold, @gracefallingart, and @marshmellin (also anyone else who’d like to play).
Is it still manslaughter if you only manage to giggle during it?
I know you do not exist
But you think you do
Looking for darkness
In broad daylight