I...I got tagged? Who dare drag me out from under my rock-- oh it's you! Let's see
Last song:
Last book: Possibly the first horror book ever made: Book of Revelations : D. Due to certain circumstances, college and stuff, I'm unable to get back to more fun literature (House of Leaves, open your doors to me again, I beg you).
Last movie: I don't really watch movies, I just can't really find strength to. I suppose the last one would have been...The Green Knight? That was almost a year ago, holy shit.
Last TV show: Trigun Stampede
Sweet/Savoury/Spicy: I like all of them, as well as bitter, sour, rich...
Relationship Status: Single
Last Thing Googled: The Green Knight : v. Totally not because I was afraid I was misremembering, nooooo.
Current Obsession: None, I have very much trouble with becoming invested in things. Sure, there are some where I probe into them, but it never is strong enough to be called obsession. That being said, I am most enchanted by Project Moon and Limbus Company. Very cool, would distort again.
Looking forward to: in no particular order
The end of exams
Meeting with my friends
Playing more of DND under Guidance of our beloved DM @trash-ainu
READING HOUSE OF LEAVES, PLEASE LET ME BACK, I WANT TO KNOW
Finishing therapy
Beating Library of Ruina
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Last creative project worked on: I'm not really a creative project person. I guess I made a character and short story for our DND game? Wrote some shitty poetry here and there, and there's a Google drive full of dumb WIPs, like Lancer one shot, weird scifi stuff, story about man hanging in a room... I'll never finish them, but they're here, to taunt me, to laugh at me.
Now, tags, not many, bc I'm kinda a recluse, definitely don't have 10 ppl who I'm comfortable asking, soooooo here's 3 (Yeah, I know, breaking the rule, I'm sowwy ;_;)tbh xd
@postictarus , @crowded-empty-places , @kaytpoems , and open tags for anyone who wants to be interrogated :33
(no pressure, and sorry if I'm bothering you)
I also started a new post because these things really do get so long!
Thanks for tagging me @valar-did-me-wrong and @gingeragenda
Last Song:
Last Book: The Silmarillion (dipping in and out as research for my fanfic).
Last Movie: I honestly can’t remember ðŸ«
Last TV Show: The Traitors
Sweet/Savoury/Spicy: Savoury just pips it for me
Relationship Status: Married
Last Thing Googled: Wolverine running naked into a barn (was for a conversation I was having with a friend 🙈😂)
Current Obsession: Melkor, Adar, Gil-galad
Looking Forward To: My birthday
Last Creative Project Worked On: My fanfic
No pressure tags for @greenleaf4stuff, @iwanderbecauseimlost, @whenimaunicorn, @varda-starqueen, @strifes13, @small-carbon-lifeform, @marilynshamu, @perlen-gold, @gracefallingart, and @marshmellin (also anyone else who’d like to play).
Nostalgic Embrace.
I live in nostalgic comfort while I exist in your embrace.
I am ten years old.
It’s past my bedtime time.
I fell asleep on the couch watching my favorite movie.
In my father’s arms I’m carried up the stairs.
Sinking to sleep in the gentle sway.
My body relaxing once I feel my mattress.
The peace and comfort.
The feelings identical,
As if one was a prelude to the other.
I'm going to asphyxiate xdddd
An authentic experience of me, reading the Silmarillion for the first time, trying to imagine what Melkor looks like:
Me: If the Ainur can choose how their fanar appear, then I bet he'd go for something physically intimidating... Tall, then. Most likely wierdly white-gray pale, too...
Me: Long, dark hair... Dressed in black robes, ooh! What if they pool at his feet when he stands, so it's kind of like he's emerging from a puddle of darkness... and... hmm.
Me: Why does this sound... familiar? W-who does it remind me of...?
Me: ...wait.
I am so sorry.
i unclench my fists.Â
my skin takes a gasp of
breath. begs for a release
from this constant tension.Â
i release the weaknessÂ
that lives inside me. turn away.
~K.T.
Mouth full of silver,
a waning cresent smile shines
in the ink of night.
Its alluring, alarming voice. Almost giving you no choice. Its breathtaking complexion. Adding you to its collection. Its taunting beauty and song. Which both bring you along. These factors, ending your fate. For they are purely used as bait. Beware of such creatures, sirens. They have hard intentions, like irons.
I feel like more people should see this.
Burn away my cache of lies to make room for your butterlies Flora grows, fruit will bloom in what I had built to be a tomb
Spin me left, dip me right. Dance with me into the night.
and when we stop to rest our eyes, your heartbeat will be my lulaby
Light City
The music’s still playing as her feet walk out to the sea At the fringe of a lifetime, as her lips whisper to the breeze Does the world turn this calm or’s it the slow rush of the sea Follow me out here Follow me deep
and maybe one day i will wield the scythe
my poetry can resurrect demons
from the past, so let me swing
another sharp weapon and
name it poetry.
~K.T.