I Think This Goes Hand-in-hand With My Post From Yesterday... GET UR HEAD OUT OF UR ASS AND START LIVING

yesterday i was actively fighting tears while staring at ducks and listening to clairo in the park on my lunch break and i think that tells you all you need to know about my mental state right now

idc if this sounds stupid but my newest favorite thing in the world that i just discovered on monday is the white chocolate bergamot mocha from the case study coffee roasters around the block from du's grill in portland

okay so. omg i finally did the hair curling thing i've been trying to do and it turned out pretty good! gotta work on the other side more but that'll come w time... i watched the minecraft movie today and boy. it was... something alright..................... kinda almost asked someone out today but chickened out. m kept goading me on and giving me delusions but i resisted her dw. 😌👍 i did take initiative in another way though upon returning home (see: following people on instagram- now that i've written it out it seems so small and inconsequential lol). yay. trying to pull myself together ugh why does growth hurt sm... since driving in seattle on saturday and feeling how exhilarating it is to do something you're terrified to do i'm trying to do more things that scare the crap out of me... might go to a random concert friday night? by myself? ugh idk

watching superhero movies really makes you wanna write yk

fuck yeah just did yoga feel fresh and new and peaceful and calm intentions have been set body has been stretched and exercised i am so fkn ready to get ready for bed and attack tomorrow

why r men so gross like ew

what does crying while watching the same jim and pam edit on loop mean

sometimes you find yourself sitting on a curb in front of the dumpsters and next to the sewer, looking up at the fancy high-rises around you and wondering where the fuck it all went wrong

some days i hate work but then other days i just feel it- like i'm in one of those movies like office space where work is boring but everyone there is such an interesting character... and the point was the friends we made along the way... idk maybe this means it's my bedtime now

just realized what i want- i want someone who will be there for me when i wake up drunk at 4:21am and refuse to watch anything but sam raimi's spider-man