Challenging Anyone Who Can Draw To Draw These Hand Poses

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Eat delicious food to ease the ache of life.

Was it worth it?

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yukiko is so cute wouldn't you agree?

maybe a little

the cure to all sadness is indulging is nostalgic content nobody can prove me otherwise

I keep forgetting I'm a full-time student. I need to be studying, not lazing around! Time to get my life together!!

If I don't make a studying post by tonight, consider my academic career over!!! (I'll never let this happen)

A mocha for the coming midterms... Let's hope it all goes well.

I'm back! Sorry I haven't been active lately, life planning is getting into my head, and I've been working on a big passion project I'll share with you all soon ^^ also, thank you my lovely @pixo0 for reviving me with those sweet messages.

Here's some photos I took but forgot to post— I took them at the height of spring.

Ah— I feel like I wasted the long-awaited cherry blossom season just staying inside and drawing... I guess there's always next year. Time seems to move faster recently anyways.

How has everyone been doing? I miss you.

it’s showtime boys

Lunch at a Viet café with my friend Ellaine! It was our first time meeting in person, but we talked for hours while playing UNO. She's so fun, it feels like we could really talk about any topic forever!

Can't wait for next time. (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+

The dissonance of facing dreams

There’s something so desperately magical about knowing that soon, an old dream of yours is about to come true. For the longest time, I’ve wanted to live the clean and fresh life of “that asian kid“- the pocky-fueled, day-planning, goldfish-having kid with a metric ton of cute clothing and a futon in their room- not to mention, high As in every class.

And recently, I’ve been getting closer to that dream than I ever thought I could- I’ve had to pay for my own clothes, work my own job, and clean up my room- stained with the years of a depressing, apathetic, indifferent personality. But impossibly, everything started to fall into place. I finally scrapped up enough energy to get up and clean, start to integrate myself into my new personality, start to see my dream come true- and it felt enchanting.

It didn’t feel real. 

Is this me?

Did I work hard enough?

Am I dreaming?

My body no longer feels like some costume I couldn’t take off, I no longer see a stranger when I look into the mirror. I take care of myself. It feels so real, yet so unreal. I feel like I’m the one moving my arms. This couldn’t have happened, but it’s happening? I’m not there yet, but I can tell- there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, and I can already feel the sun on my face, and the breeze by my ear.

Hey, old me- can you see me now? If I could cry, I think I would. I’m about to live a life I wouldn’t have dared to dream up when I was younger. I think, maybe, I’m about to become someone I’ve always wanted to be? 

If I’m dreaming, I wish I could stay asleep forever. The rest of the world can wait.

<3

I worked so hard to make myself lunch, but now I worry there won't be any left for me...