Distraction From Progress

A larger image of my room plan!

Round two

After about half a week of chasing myself around and trying to get myself in gear again, I've finally committed to the constant effort and nose-to-the-grindstone that I need in order to get my new life. I'll do my best to clean up the rest of my room by tomorrow, and maybe get ahead on my biology studying? I've got a test on the Tuesday I get back to school, anyways.

I've also lost all sense of self-control and bought a cute pocket watch I saw online. Not too bad, but I should really get my wants in check. At least it fits the same style I want to flatter in the future, though.

Here's to hoping this midnight motivation isn't just a spring of energy before bed, and is an actual want to continue my cleaning and work!

<3 Caramel

☆♡Dreams Come True♡☆

After years of living in a cluttered nest, I finally took the time to completely clean and redecorate my room this past spring break.

I'm on my final homestretch now—three months left until graduation! I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared, but time waits for no man.

Adulthood, here I come!

no idea if youve taken youre exam yet but i wish you luck!!!!

thank you for the spam, that rlly surprised me.. your blog is so pretty and fun to read through!!

i have my own exams to take in these next few weeks, so maybe our combined will to pass will result in it lol

good luck ^^

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Omg yes best of luck on your exams!! You've got this!! I spammed your blog because, well, it was really relatable... Glad we're friends, hehe (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

I'm imagining we're studying together like this ~♪

Dinner after an exhausting day

Millionth time’s the charm!!

WOAH that was a weird time jump.

I’m gonna start working on myself again lol

It’s been too long and I don’t feel happy living like this so I’m going to start trying again!! Gotta work towards the life you want. Nothing comes for free, right?

I feel like I need that mindset that I see in disney movies and idol anime. Where do they get all their energy? Guess I’ll find out.

The plants by my windowsill, named Mari and Twoey. Hopefully the recent warm weather is nicer for them.

Walking about in nature really helps relax my mind. This trail in particular felt so beautiful, the rustling leaves and birdsong almost convincing me that I was about to meet totoro himself.

If only soft magical creatures like that existed in real life... I'd never go home!!

Where did the time go? It seems just yesterday I was a happy little girl with all the ambition in the world.

I used to look up to the greats wanting to follow in their footsteps, but now, all I wish to be is myself again.

Sometimes, I tear up a little in public, but it's okay, I think.

It's been a while since I posted. School and family gatherings have made me very busy lately, so I haven't had much time, unfortunately (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠) I miss you all dearly.

Qingming was just on Saturday, and the weather was perfect. The cherry blossoms were in season and beautiful!

This pond was so gorgeous, though I wish there was someone to take care of it— there was so much dirt and debris inside, and I couldn't see any of the fish I was so excited to feed...