After about half a week of chasing myself around and trying to get myself in gear again, I've finally committed to the constant effort and nose-to-the-grindstone that I need in order to get my new life. I'll do my best to clean up the rest of my room by tomorrow, and maybe get ahead on my biology studying? I've got a test on the Tuesday I get back to school, anyways.
I've also lost all sense of self-control and bought a cute pocket watch I saw online. Not too bad, but I should really get my wants in check. At least it fits the same style I want to flatter in the future, though.
Here's to hoping this midnight motivation isn't just a spring of energy before bed, and is an actual want to continue my cleaning and work!
<3 Caramel
Challenging anyone who can draw to draw these hand poses
After years of living in a cluttered nest, I finally took the time to completely clean and redecorate my room this past spring break.
I'm on my final homestretch now—three months left until graduation! I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared, but time waits for no man.
Adulthood, here I come!
Happiness is back on the menu lads, I feel like I have energy again
Studying with my friend Julia ♡
Nothing beats a tiramisu to keep tiredness at bay
I don't remember if I already sent you one so erm
AHHH!!!
W-wh-when did it become popular to fish slap your mutuals..?!?!!??!
I feel like it’s too late to accomplish much- I’m already too deep into my school year to turn around my bio grade, I’m already too old to have a completely new personality- I’m already too late to think that I can do everything I sset my heart to. I wish things worked out as wonderful as they do in the Disney movies, the novels, and the webcomics- but maybe I feel like I should wake up from my delusions?
Who knows. I’ts too late.
Caramel
" It's not dango, it's tongjyun!! 💢💢 "
My study snack today, I thought they would be cuter if I drew them faces ^^
Now that ur exams are over u can finally take a well deserved rest<3<3
Ah... What I wouldn't give to melt into a big puddle and be absorbed into the ground.... Let me hug you..!!! <3
Taking a break from the drab and depressing subjects about growing up for a while. I've made a new friend at school, and she helps me take my mind of a lot of stressful stuff I've had sticking to my mind. We can talk for hours, and she even taught me how to make flower crowns, too!
After noticing how much happier I felt when spending time with her and working with my hands, I've started to feel a lot better. Maybe things are looking up?
In other news, I've recently come across an old scout troop activities book that I remember finding in a box that said "free books"- looking at the stamp on the inner cover, it seems to have belonged to an actual scout troop!
I've found their contact and will hopefully be seeing if they're still around or want the book. :)
- Caramel
My friends are big fans of BABYMETAL, and plan to go to a concert in the summer. I'm not really a concert person, but I do appreciate the crowds of fashionable people they bring about. I wish I had that courage.