I ended up cleaning up most of the floor and a couple corners of my room. It's really, really, messy. Tomorrow's Monday, and that's when March break officially starts- so maybe I'll be able to wake up early and clean up my bed and desk area? Hopefully my closet can be cleaned out too.
After thinking for a while, I've decided to pack all the stuff I'd like to keep and bring into my future room into boxes as if I were moving- it'll keep me minimal and I think it'll really help.
For now, though- I haven't even been able to find a box to put my things into. Instead, I'm using garbage bags.
Not too much of a looker. But once my room's done, I swear everything will look great! That's right- I'm hopeful for once. So hopeful, in fact, that I've drawn out a little plan for what my room will look like- hopefully by the end of the break!
A big goal to be finished in a week and a half- I hope it all end well.
It's pretty late right now, so while I'm so focused on turning my life around, I'll be fixing my sleep schedule too. My grades are next!
<3 Caramel
i am markus how to i overthrow the american government
die
I've been having some time off from my spring cleaning and "new life" due to some family issues. Sucks, since all I want to do is feel that fresh and giddy happiness I get when I realize I'm so close. I'm not going to talk about what has been happening specifically, but I do need to spend a lot of time with my family.
Will this be how all distractions feel in my new life? All dragging and somehow hopeless for me? Who knows- all I can do is hope that this doesn't last long. I've got plans with friends tomorrow and the day after, though- so I guess I'll need to fit more of my new life into that.
Just trying to feel better right now, not doing too well though :/
<3 Caramel
Woke up at noon today and decided to spend whatever scraps of energy I have left trying to clean my room. It's a real mess. Hopefully, though, I can have a proper cleanout- and maybe arrange it in a way that suits my dream! Or at least, the starting dream in a line of many.
I'll make updates on my room during the few days I'll spend making it completely different- so I can look back on it and hopefully see all the hard work that was put into it!
See that, life?! I'm still burnt out, but I'm going to keep working- I'll be getting straight 98s like my sister by the end of the year, I swear!!
lol I really thought I was going to get in trouble with my parents for a bit but it was just turned into a life lesson jesus chris t that was a trip
i am done with life for a little bit thank you very much please let me live out the rest of this week with nothing but hugs and cuddles it’s what I really need thank you
-Caramel
Delicious snack restock of my bag. I know it's for pins, but I don't have enough, so it's a snack window now ╮(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)╭
Now that ur exams are over u can finally take a well deserved rest<3<3
Ah... What I wouldn't give to melt into a big puddle and be absorbed into the ground.... Let me hug you..!!! <3
Walking about in nature really helps relax my mind. This trail in particular felt so beautiful, the rustling leaves and birdsong almost convincing me that I was about to meet totoro himself.
If only soft magical creatures like that existed in real life... I'd never go home!!
School air is unbearable... Let me out of here! I want to sip drinks with heart-shaped ice!! I want to take a warm nap in the softest pajamas! I want to pet a cat!!!
No matter how much comfort food I treat myself to these days, I always wake up the next day feeling the same.
Maybe it's the world telling me to just lock in and work without caring...
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Your blog and photography are beautiful! I really love looking through and seeing how you spend your days.
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!!! Omg thank you so much TT
This was really encouraging! I'll keep posting pretty pictures, okay? Thank you, I love you!!
It's been getting colder where I live lately-- despite the painful wind chill, I'm excited to jump into banks of snow on the sides of the road.