Latest Posts by athenaschosenhuman - Page 3

sometimes i remember i exist and i’m just like oh fuck

im gonna have my lana del rey moment (he’s 8 years older than me)

Sharon Olds, from "Known to Be Left", Stag’s Leap

“Last words of a shooting star” is such a personal song :(

The urge to always be pretty, and mostly, to die in a poetic way. The good thing is everything can be poetic if you’re sensible enough

Goooood that feeling when you return to that artist you loved when you were like 11/12 and feel at home yet so different, and you can actually see how much they impacted and you aren’t into their music that much now but they’ll always have a place in your heart.

An idea for a dystopian story:

The human race has made great advance in going out to space, building great monuments and spacecraft, but it’s running out of elements(the earth is dying) mostly iron, carbon, and the elements that the human bodies carry, so yeah they start using dead bodies (some people say the actually use the poor, criminals and minorities)

im so selfish

it hurts so bad when you give everything, and you still aren’t even the second choice

tbh when someone tells me that if i lose weight/body fat im gonna lose my period too, it’s a win-win situation for me

im pretty certain im incapable of being loved

im between starving myself so i can finally have a thigh gap, or keep going to the gym even tho i feel ugly and disgusting and fat and ugh

i always convince myself i dont sound that weird and then i go out in the world and get involved in anything longer than transactional small talk and its like ohhh thats right ive only been hanging out with gay people who speak in riddles

You know what’s the worst thing in the world? Knowing that all those pretty, skinny girls have had an ed, and the only way to achieve that body is to starve yourself.

It doesn’t really matter if you do exercise, it’s genetics or to starve yourself

Fuck!!!!!

do u ever walk from a social interaction like damn. this is why i keep my mouth shut most of the time

So I made a Hozier reading list...

This is what I have so far.

For some books I'm still missing sources, and I know it's not complete or ✨️Aesthetic✨️. But if there is anything that you think should be on there, let me know.

perpetually torn between:

taking classic literature seriously and over analysing every detail so that I can deeply understand themes, motifs and references and absorb every poetic quote into my being OR treating classics as if they were just silly little stories about silly little gay people doing the most weird, unhinged and out of context shit ever (which they are)

the feminine ruge to help your parents or let them destroy themselves, no in-between.

Please please please can you guys give me song recommendations that have art, literature or history references??? Please

I realized why i don’t enjoy being in my room as i once did; now i have things to worry about, my future, the idead that i an wasting my youth, the idea i am doing nothing productive, that i’ll rot away here. When i was a child i could spent hours and hours alone doing nothing, watching the moon, reading because i had nothing to worry about, not a single thought passed through my mind telling me that i was wasting time.

No matter how hard or gentle i try to enjoy the moment im living in, i can’t. I always worry about the future, or remember the past.

Unreal Unearth is for those that are feral and ravenous and filled with unbearable yearning, those that love Greek mythology and Irish folklore and Dante's divine comedy, those that believe in the cruelty of the world and the love of the people in it, those that love and hurt and live and die

I know it is my father's first time on this Earth, too. And I know He had it worse when he was little.

But I was little too.

— Franz Kafka, from letters to his father

girl breakfast lunch dinner supper brunch etc

to all the people saying son of nyx is a skip… sorry you didn’t experience every human emotion in the span of 3 minutes and 17 seconds like i did. hope you get some help

Taking these circles of hell and the sins they represent and making them tangible and relatable and more human so that we can come to terms with the fact that the idea of sin is inherently learned and the ideas of things being morally good or morally bad are ingrained in us as people in a society and that we need to come to see everything as neutral for one reason or another is just so important like he knew what he was trying to do and he succeeded

i can already see my parents fighting, my older sibling mad af and just the situation becomes so uncomrfortable when she’s around. Fuckkkkkk

And the worse, she always says that she has friends and that everybody loves her, well then, why she doesn’t go somewhere where she won’t be a burden?

Hozier b like "hey girl what if the ceaseless battle between unconquerable suffering (as a consequence of existence), and the indomitable human spirit, was just. in ur earphones. What if the constant tug of war between the limitlessness of love and inevitability of heartache was literally injected into u via sound. Like. just playing in ur ears for an hour. Take my hand. Let's take a stroll through hell, baby :) wouldn't that be gre- why are you crying"