It Hurts So Bad When You Give Everything, And You Still Aren’t Even The Second Choice

im pretty certain im incapable of being loved

They said your pain isn’t real until they see blood, but I’m not being cut or torn apart; i am being crushed, you’ll come until i explode? Until all my blood is in the walls? That’s when you’ll come to my help? When i can’t be saved, when my cries are only echoes?

My toxic trait is thinking that no matter how broken and/or sad and/or depressed a character can be, i could fix them :)

An idea for a dystopian story:

The human race has made great advance in going out to space, building great monuments and spacecraft, but it’s running out of elements(the earth is dying) mostly iron, carbon, and the elements that the human bodies carry, so yeah they start using dead bodies (some people say the actually use the poor, criminals and minorities)

Nico, Thalia, and Percy are all punks without question. different kinds of punks, Thalia’s more of a classic 70- 80s punk, Nico leans more towards post punk/ goth, and Percy is more of a grunge skater punk, but all three of them are definitely punks.

A solangelo headcanon about Nico being shy and romantic .

Nico was born in different century, so when it comes to dating Will, Nico does what he learned when he was young. He writes him handwritten letters, gifts him flowers using flower language and doesn't touch him in public because he learned that it was inappropriate.

Will finds it cute and adorable but does explain to his 1940 bf that he can hold his hand and kiss him in public if he wants to.

Nico considers it for a while and one night, at the dining hall he touches Will hand, locks their fingers and kisses his knuckles.

Will blushes and keeps their hands under the table so Nico won't get awkward.

P. S

Nico screams into a pillow that night

! If you use this idea for your fan fiction, please let me know, I will gladly read it!

Felt cute might distance myself from everyone idk

literally nothing makes me happier that no one would ever know this account exist

that scene in tlo where thalia tells percy he can't start feeling sorry for luke bc luke made his choices. and thalia reveals that the reason they couldn't make it to camp in time for all of them to make it to camp was bc luke kept picking fights. and annabeth never saw this as wrong bc luke was her hero. so thalia had to pick up the pieces. and percy thinking both that luke was put in a cruel position and that luke was putting others in a cruel position. and percy is the only character who understood both sides of luke bc annabeth sees only the best of him and thalia sees only the worst. and that's why percy is the prophecy kid and the one who gives luke the knife. bc annabeth had spent the entire series essentially giving luke the knife when he didn't deserve it. and thalia was never going to give luke the knife. but percy is the only one who can see exactly when luke deserves the knife.

Goooood that feeling when you return to that artist you loved when you were like 11/12 and feel at home yet so different, and you can actually see how much they impacted and you aren’t into their music that much now but they’ll always have a place in your heart.