im between starving myself so i can finally have a thigh gap, or keep going to the gym even tho i feel ugly and disgusting and fat and ugh
I love you emotionally closed off/distant/reserved characters who are SO full of feelings and love but have trouble expressing it or just dont want to, I love you you are everything to me
i love you green. i love you forests. i love you smell of damp earth. i love you feeling before the storm breaks. i love you moss. i love you rivers. i love you streams. i love you thunderstorms. i love you sunlight shining through leaves.
behind the scenes of monster (2023)
sometimes i start to like my dad. i love him, because he’s my dad, but i don’t like him. When i start to like him, he just finds a way to remind me that no one will ever be enough for him. not me, not my mom, not my brothers, not the church. i try to remind myself that this is his first life, and he never had a parental figure to learn how to be or not be a dad. But it’s our first time too.
list of things you are loved by no matter what
the moon
the stars
your favorite books
scented candles
fairy lights
cats on the street
the wind in the trees
old libraries
freshly made tea
freshly baked bread
soft music
the worst thing ever is when people know your weaknesses
Like i don’t want to you to pity me
I spent. all fucking day making this but I’m proud of it so! here! design a love letter, and I’ll tell you what mythical creature you are
Nico, Thalia, and Percy are all punks without question. different kinds of punks, Thalia’s more of a classic 70- 80s punk, Nico leans more towards post punk/ goth, and Percy is more of a grunge skater punk, but all three of them are definitely punks.
is it gonna happen?
unknow / @ell-hs / @rumiensze / Anne Carson ,The Beauty of the Husband / Isle of Dogs (2018) / @ell-hs
u all ever lose the ability to socialize in the middle of a convo like.... ok i’m done now there’s no more words in here brain shutting off