The Worst Thing Ever Is When People Know Your Weaknesses

library date?? coffee shop date??? museum date?? art gallery date?? stargazing date?? napping date?? picnic date??? yes

im so selfish

sometimes all you can do is just look at your dad like. what the fuck my guy. and then move on

conversations between a full moon and a heavy heart

why did God give me these battles (getting dressed and leaving the house)

i see a gorgeous woman i could fall in love with everyday. once in a blue moon i see a guy i would maybe get drinks with.

I realized why i don’t enjoy being in my room as i once did; now i have things to worry about, my future, the idead that i an wasting my youth, the idea i am doing nothing productive, that i’ll rot away here. When i was a child i could spent hours and hours alone doing nothing, watching the moon, reading because i had nothing to worry about, not a single thought passed through my mind telling me that i was wasting time.

No matter how hard or gentle i try to enjoy the moment im living in, i can’t. I always worry about the future, or remember the past.

It’s the middle of the night. Chiron should probably get some sleep. Looking out of his window he sees two boys, they’re stargazing. Achilles! He thinks. Patroclus!

It’s only then that he realises that Patroclus’ skin is way too white and as glorious as Achilles was, he definitely didn’t light up like a glow stick in the night. It’s not them. It’s just Nico and Will.

It’s been over 2000 years, they’re dead, Chiron, they’re dead.

Finding a fresh new daydreaming plot is honestly the best feeling.