I Realized Why I Don’t Enjoy Being In My Room As I Once Did; Now I Have Things To Worry About, My Future,
I realized why i don’t enjoy being in my room as i once did; now i have things to worry about, my future, the idead that i an wasting my youth, the idea i am doing nothing productive, that i’ll rot away here. When i was a child i could spent hours and hours alone doing nothing, watching the moon, reading because i had nothing to worry about, not a single thought passed through my mind telling me that i was wasting time.
No matter how hard or gentle i try to enjoy the moment im living in, i can’t. I always worry about the future, or remember the past.
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january is one of those months where you experience every feeling on the human spectrum and you just have to go about your day like that isn't happening
-Albert Camus, Notebooks 1951–1959
[TEXT ID: "Somebody inside of me has always tried, with all his strength, to be nobody." END ID]
sometimes all you can do is just look at your dad like. what the fuck my guy. and then move on
On Friendship.
okay, hold on now. i think we need to count on fingers exactly how many powers nico has because as much as i loved tsats i think oshiro and rick really depowered him in the book as compared to the previous ones.
(no tsats spoilers, except for the third and fourth bullet points under 'will can'.)
nico can:
(titan's curse) make cracks appear in the ground and summon skeletons from the underworld.
(battle of labyrinth) summon and control spirits with some chanting.
(battle of labyrinth) cleave the ground open with his sword, and send spirits back to the underworld even if they don't wanna go.
(battle of labyrinth) control the earth. he made those boulders collapse by clapping his hands. i think rick just forgot about it later tbh.
(battle of labyrinth) kill people just by staring at them (daedalus), given that they've been cheating death for 2000 years or so.
(last olympian) wield stygian iron, call hordes of skeleton soldiers to fight titans, and shadow travel.
(blood of olympus) project his negative emotions onto people to such an extent that it disorients them and makes them nearly faint. lower the temperature (what).
(blood of olympus) TURN PEOPLE INTO GHOSTS BY LOOKING AT THEM AND THEN SEND THEM INTO THE UNDERWORLD VIA FALLING STRAIGHT DOWN.
(blood olympus) CONTROL DREAMS. UHM. TF. (remember reyna looking at him and going 'just how powerful is this kid?')
(blood of olympus) overpower six fully armoured roman warriors in swordfighting and knock them all out in ten seconds flat.
(tower of nero) turn indestructible bulls into a living carcass that follows his every command.
(tower of nero) actually make a human's skin wither away until they're a mindless skeleton that again follows nico's every command. yes, you read that right, he can turn people into walking skeletons just by touching them.
nico can't:
not eath blue birthday cake.
might have missed some but that list is long. i once again am furthering my 'nico is the most powerful demigod alive rn' agenda. oh, and we can't not mention will solace in a post about nico di angelo.
will can:
heal people with hymns.
glow in the dark.
shoot out light from his chest. (he's so cringe, i love him.)
give the protogenos of night a very snotty hay fever.
will can't:
play violin.
refuse to give nico forehead kisses.
tbh when someone tells me that if i lose weight/body fat im gonna lose my period too, it’s a win-win situation for me
Please please please can you guys give me song recommendations that have art, literature or history references??? Please
i caught him looking at me four times. how i wish i could be careless sometimes, to open up and smile
I just saw him and i runaway to the bathroom. I can’t be with someone, i have way to emotional and mind issues that i need to work on first, i also need to focus on college. I swear that if i ever see you after all of this is done im gonna smile to you.
tired of being brave about things i will now be openly pathetic
