THEY MAKE ME ILL - Blog Posts

- don’t push me away...

joyride!

happy doggie

We're the same, isn't it right?

GAYS!!! AUGHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I AM SICK!!!!!!!!!

Special person things i guess

Sharing a sunset, holding on to a shattered bond

Inktober 2024 Day 13: Horizon

Base Lining & Sketch:

oh, them too….

Merry "Almost Christmas" means it wasn't Christmas!

Dazai gets floor time and Chuuya gets ceiling time. We call that balance.

we do a little silly

thinking about how the grief seed madoka used to purify homura’s soul gem (3rd or 4th timeline we see?) is sayaka’s

“don’t let me turn into this” she says, holding the corrupted soul of her best friend

WHATTTTTT?! AGHHHHHHH 💞🩷💗💓

Would you be so kind?

"So if you will... please fall in love with me!"

For @plush0fairy <3

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Other versions;

I wanted to make a yellow one to go with the song cover buttt im on limited time rn so u get the 'darken' setting one on the right instead. Cause i thought it was cool. :]

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Sacrifices had to ɓe made...

Also would like to share this

Its a Spotify Playlist is made with the historical first conversation grif and Simmons have on screen

I did my best with what I had, gotta fix a few tho because they're hidden for whatever reason

ouuuugh the way this scene the way mitsuba just gives up and looks like he expected kou to leave

💘

wilardos conclusion spoilers

IVE ONLY FINISHED THE BLUE DOOR ENDING WAIT OKAY PLEASE DONT SPOIL ME FOR THE OTHER ONE

I'm crying so hard</3 noel never fails to make me cry the most during these

the noelsirius in me is turning into a fungi spread (on another note, how the hell does sirius plan to break his curse??? I mean like ik he could and he probably will, but how would he even find noel again? summon him or smth????? please I need answers)

and man im a total noelclaire shipper but these 2 is a close second like. THEY ARE SO WAAAH TRAGIC LOVERS LOVE LOVE *cries* (also the pose is so good????? it gave me a really good idea and reference thank you so much witch's heart and blue star y'all are the goats)

okay can we talk about how boygirl tiara is like we loooove an androgynous princess (get it? because tiara? okay I'll leave now—) omg maybe I could hc her as agender I actually love him LET ME GET INTO YOUR SKINNNN (and the charlie plot twist shook me to the core sooo bad like it's actually amazing!!?? I was wondering why we couldn't see who was about to shoot when it was obviously tiara, I thought it was only for style BUT DAMNNN)

LOOK AT HOW CONFIDENT HE LOOKS It's giving one day somehow we'll meet again don't know how don't know where but I'm sure we'll meet again god noelsirius makes me ill

IM SO GLAD WE WONT BE SEPARATING WITH ZIZEL SOON<33 and like. are claire and wilardo technically married now? or probably more of a familial relationship because claire will grow and look older but then again wilardo is literally 500 sooo uhh whatever they are, it doesn't matter, they'll just never separate ig?

GOOOD ashe never fails to make me feel bittersweet while as I said, NOEL ALWAYS MAKES ME SO SOSOSO SAD LIKE WHYYY UGHH THATS SO CUTE TOO IM CRYING

⚠️bsd 121.5 chapter spoilers⚠️

i totally forgot it released and

WHY THIS BITCHASS SO DRAMTICCCC

AND LOOK AT THIS EQUALLY DRAMATIC ASS

then the title showing up all dramatic too like mf do you think this is a show😭😭

oh wait..

also I'm glad it's very lowkey making sense now and when I say lowkey I MEAN lowkey

love how atsushi is basically like "mf tfym im the chosen one I just wanted a job😭😭😭"

and isn't this dazai basically just a hallucination so atsushi feels less alone/overwhelmed? can't say it's working that well tho..

Me and bro

The fact that obimaul isn't a more popular ship makes me crazy. How do more people not see it.

They're narrative foils. Maul survives a killing blow because the thought of Kenobi kept him alive, and what is obsession but a mirror of devotion? Obi-Wan is the master of defense and Maul is the master of offense. Obi-Wan's first and last kill of his life is Maul. The trajectory of their lives is extraordinary similar until the Same Duel sends them shooting off into opposite directions and defines them both for decades. A duel that teaches Obi-Wan the feeling of revenge that will haunt Maul the rest of his life. Obi-Wan was the apprentice who was never wanted. Maul was wanted too much. Obi-Wan overcame his trauma, but Maul never could. Both rebellious by nature, forced into the mold of the Perfect Example of their respective orders, and yet they have the same failing - Maul, desperate for companionship from ANYBODY, and Obi-Wan who struggles with his attachment to the people he loves. Both forced into exile by the same man who destroyed their lives and orders. They've hurt each other in unimaginable ways and yet understand each other like no one else can.

"The only one allowed to kill you is me" but isnt that just another way of asking live for me? Who is your rival but your purpose? Is there not a tenderness in the eyes of your worst enemy who has seen you at your absolute lowest and still needs you to get back up? Because without you, what are they?

based off chap 20 of nebrasska's secrets in our quills

please ignore this

its been in my drafts forever

i can draw better than this i swear,,, i suck crap at the sonic artstyle smh

this is so lazy

i needed to get it out of my system

MY SHAYLAAAA😭😭😭

(COUGH cough new video right here...)

(((YT version here for those who dont use tiktok...)))

ouch….

Gerita angst

They make me sob

Ok i Just watched Mignon last night and OMG im obsessed number one. And number two... Im sorry but Mignon and doc are so Dialuci coded it makes me sick

One one hand you got the darked haired twink that doesnt take care of himself half the time and is almost always worried about something. Hes cold and tries to push people away, and while he cares about the other he doesnt want to admit it. Has even been in a issue involving the other and had to choose between two hard options.

Then you have light haired the muscular boy whos absolutely obsessed with the other to an almost unhealthy amount. Would move mountains for the other and all he would have to do was ask. Hair color changes (yes that is important). Was forced into something he didnt want but its how he met the other and how hes able to see him as often as he wishes. And of course hes very clingy to the other.

Guys im so normal about all of them i cant. I fucking cant they make me physically ill and they make me ACHE.

@booskiroo gotta tag the fellow CEO of yaoi because he also agrees with me

i love deckerstar bc you can so easily tell that michael's impersonation of lucifer isn't the real luci because of the way he looks at chloe

My favourite thing about the Xianle trio is just how sickeningly codependent close they are. Like, what do you mean you haven’t been friends in 800 years, your friend group fell out in the most painful and traumatic way it possibly could have, and you all have the absolute most reason to hate each other- but in The Cave Of 10,000 gods Mu Qing and Feng Xin were absolutely appalled at the disrespect to their prince. They were fiercely protective, refusing to let Xie Lian bear witness to what they thought was an incredibly perverted insult to his honour. They went toe-to-toe with one of the most terrifying ghosts who ever lived, all in defence of him, and did so without ever thinking twice. They dragged him through that cave system with desperately protective determination, caring for him fiercely despite being misinformed about the situation, and even though they had no obligation to. I’m biting people. Mu Qing and Feng Xin never stopped caring about Xie Lian. He’s no longer their prince, he’s no longer their employer nor even their friend, but they would still put their lives in peril for him. Even when they thought he was a violent criminal (Lang Qianqiu ily but pls kys) they visited his palace to give him medicine for his arm (something about Mu Qing brushing off his injury and saying it isn’t that bad cause all martial gods get injured, then being the first in line to go heal him is so sickening and vile I love him) and make sure he’s alright, then physically fought over the implications from each other about the other having been a bad friend. All of the bullshit trauma, all of the heartache, all of the reason they could have to not give a shit about him, and they were throwing hands over who was a better friend. I hate them. (I love them.)