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I fucked up the ivantill drawing DRAMATICALLY so y'all can have the zestiest drawing I've ever made instead (IVANTILL IS COMING I JUST NEED TO REDO IT)

Fanfic: lost in translation by eekinn

Uhhhh here dead plate ivantill

everybody get naked ‼️

house party

I'll drown in you

This was supposed to be Till's birthday art but oh well, it's kinda too late for that isn't it?

Goodnight

Good ending…?

Lloremos 😭

reunion 😇

ONE THING THAT FUCKING KILLS ME ABOUT IVAN AND TILL SINGING MY CLEMANTIS THAT I'M NOT SEEING ANYONE POINT OUT??

IN THE ORIGINAL MY CLEMANTIS MIZI AND SUA SING THE FINAL “MY CLEMANTIS” TOGETHER BUT IN TILL AND IVAN’S VERSION IVAN SINGS IT ALONE???

You know. Because. Unrequited Feelings and All.

THE FACT THAT HE SINGS THAT LINE AFTER SINGING "Oh my Clemantis, please stay by my side"

TILL DOESN'T EVEN SEEM TO HUM THE LAST PART WITH IVAN, NOR DOES HE SING THE LAST LINE WITH HIM LIKE MIZI AND SUA DO TOGETHER. HE FUCKING DOESN'T STAY BY IVAN'S SIDE

ALSO. IVAN'S VOICE TREMORING AT THE VERY END OF HIM SAYING THE FINAL "CLEMANTIS"

I FUCKING HATE IT HERE

I need to rant about Ivan guys guys I neeed to rant about Ivan (<--- keeps trying to write fics of him but Never finishes him) like God this man is so gay and so in love it genuinely hurts it Hurts and I am Injured by it and the imagrey is Sooo Good (and Yes this is probably me just parroting stuff Everyone has already said before but shut up it's my turn now!! (aka please I've been holding in these thoughts for Months now I must let them out of their cage before one of them Dies)) [Edit I am Not fucking proofreading this I spent 2 hours on it if there is a mistake you Imagined it </3]

Just like,

You can see it in the way he sees the stars in Till. His own hopes for freedom and the only real light in this world that he lost sight of in Till. He is the hope and wish for freedom that he has shut away and repressed and it makes him fall So Hard

Or how you only really see that red in his eyes (after. Almost Dying) when he's with or singing/thinking about how Till has Inspired him, like a fire has been lit inside him. A fire lit in the darkness. . hmm...

even at the end of the song, where he knows full well that he absolutely Crushed his opponent and also knows full well that Till is his next one. I'm sick. I'm so sick.

Or like. When he frees Till and everything is just Engulfed in that red now. How Till has that same fire in his eyes, he and Ivan are on the same page now. They see that same hope for freedom and they both share it. They're running towards the light (like the sky's lighter there, more on that in a sec), hell, the corners of the right side of the screen are literally tinted in LIGHT GREEN. Till's color. God dammit the whole scene is tinted in red and green. They are literally Complementary Colors. I'mmm soooooooo (God these scenes are soo pretty too I was genuinely Stunned when I first saw this)

DID YOU EVEN NOTICE I ONLY NOTICED NOW the Stars are fucking green. You can see it better in some of the Later Images but they are Literally Green because Ivan sees the stars in Till and uuuughsdfbshb

OR LIKE WHEN TILL TURNS BACK?? AND. And that red is no longer in his eyes and before The Realization hits Ivan his eyes are just Glowing with red. Because he was just Filled with that hope. Freedom was, potentially, Right There

Did you guys even notice in that like. 5 frames in the half-second animation of Till turning away he's totally engulfed in his shade of green. Like of Course. That's such a Till thing to do because of Course he's running back he never actually liked Ivan that way in the first place.

And also the lighting of the sky Flips. Because the light has always been with Till. And Ivan's left in the darkness. In the. Haha. Ha. Black Sorrow. Aha *sits down cries*

And Again with this mf's stupid eyes how they revert to just black because that hope's been stripped away again, how it's even reflected in his present self singing as he reminisces on it. Fucking. Ivan's Expression when Till runs away.T here's so fucking much like the irony. Like did he even see Till hesitate or did he just see him turn and run away.

Like the irony that the guy who's always breaking the rules and fighting and defying and clearly hating living in a world like this won't run away with him, who has always been passive and obeying the rules and just accepting captivity and has been repressing his desire for freedom is so Bitter and Awful but also he always Knew this would happen what the Hell was he thinking this was such a stupid idea like

this man gets No Breaks No Breaks Ever oh yeah btw they're facing off against each other in a literal Death Match. That they might've had a Chance of avoiding if they ran away. Ahah. Hh *sob*

Also this art brings me so much Joy as much as it hurts me on a visceral level like. Ivan Always has his eyes on Till but it goes from a fond smile. Like So Fond flat out lovestruck affectionate gaze because he loves this man and loves spending time with him to a grimace once they're on stage. How Till never really changes or really Has Changed, and that's why Ivan loves him as much as he is resentful towards him. How that's what brought them here, to the stage. How Ivan changed for Till and Because of Till but still Till is like a god damn immovable object with how he stubbornly sticks to his ways. There's such resentment but isn't he himself also stubborn for always sticking to Till anyways? Hell, he's singing all about him in Round 3 and loses control over his own emotions and expressions during it I'mmm Guhhh

Also the first image is titled Observation while the second one is titled Decision(? I think). Like mf What are you deciding. What happened Last Time you decided to do something I'm going to punt you into the next planet

Speaking of observing,

Just. How Ivan's Always Observing. I saw one person point out he's like a background character and it's like he sees himself as one too. He is a passive observer in his Own Life. How he watches all the other children in Anakt garden play. How his childhood leading him to Anakt Garden just kind of. Happens around him while he watches indifferently.

How he's always trailing behind Till. Or how he tends to just. Observe quietly and is portrayed as such.

Not to mention how he doesn't appear in the memories of Anyone else's rounds, not even Till's, even when he literally (temporarily) freed him from the city. He doesn't even appear At All in Luka's round even though we get a clear shot of Till getting his hopes and dreams shattered (though it Does parallel another shot of him from Round 2)

And then the One Times he tries to take action. Or start something. It gets rejected and he's resigned to just. Trailing behind again. Because of Course he'll always follow after Till. And of Course he's fucking bitter about it and bitter about himself because he Knew this would happen and Till is Always looking at someone else and that Never Changes but. He just thought for a moment that he could change something. Man.

Oh I forgot to talk about the competitions themselves huh? Wellll, (and I'll Attempt to keep it brief because I've been writing this post for Much too long but)

Till spends his first round singing completely devotedly to Mizi. Hell, his song wasn't even in the program, it's likely- no, almost definitely something he wrote entirely for her, and Ivan has no part in it, just watches bitterly as he passes out after his, er, stunt at the end

And continues to be passed out for almost the entirety of Ivan's song

Oh but he woke up for the emotional/musical climax at least, going over Ivan's most important memory of them together, that's cool at least right?! Surely Till felt something from that

Maybe they can talk something out, or at least acknowledge their relationship in Some way. Maybe Ivan could at least be seen by Till-

Aaand Till's Actual love interest Supposedly gets shot and now he probably thinks she's dead. His attention is turned to her once again, like it's always been from the start. He never really changes huh?

Better luck next time Ivan--

Just. This mf Never Wins and it makes me Laugh as much as it makes me So Sad

Gets hopes and dreams and future crushed by aliens (standard stuff). Sold off in an auction. Put in prestigious singing school and up to that point he hasn't really cared about Anything and has simply been going through the motions.

Meets boy that basically embodies the freedom and hope he used to have. Falls badly in love. Boy loves someone else. Tries to free him and give him the thing he'd surely want most. Rejected. Back to school you go loser.

Oh btw this school is to train you for a competition to the death. Btw you're facing off against that boy you love in the semi-finals of said death competition. And you might kill him or he'll kill you. Because you didn't run away when you had the chance.

Also he didn't sing or think about you at all during his round. In fact I'm pretty sure he wrote a whole ass song that wasn't even registered in the Alien Queue or whatever for someone else. Also he probably has hardly looked at you. Also he was unconscious for almost the entirety of your song. Except for the part where you lost control of your emotions.

Oh but that doesn't matter now because now he thinks the person He likes was just killed. So he's kiiinda gonna be distracted by that. And that might fuck up your round with him. Sorry man

This was Originally a rant about how much I love Black Sorrow's imagery and the portrayal of Ivan's love because this man clearly has Complex Emotions and then Kinda derailed into me just ranting about how many L's he's being handed before getting the executioner's blade. Uhhhhh oops. Congrats on sticking to the end though?

I just love Ivan very much. He is So Bitter and so Horribly In Love and looks up to and is inspired by Till So Much and I wish people explored him on a deeper level/more personally.

I wish I saw more deep looks at Ivan/Till, there's clearly Complicated Things going on there. Hell, we don't even know what Till's pov on the whole thing is aside from that One scene of him hesitating before running away from Ivan. As much as I love fluffy interpretations of them, I (did I mention that I'm an angst addict btw. Could You Tell) wish all their Complexities could be acknowledged. Like how Ivan Clearly puts Till on such a spotlight and it is Such a downfall for him through and through and he Kinda knows it but also What Else does he Have and he really looks up to him Sooo Much (just. Look at them in that official art of them in Anakt Garden !!!) and deep down just wants to run away from this horrible place and wants to run with Till, the Light of his life the fire in the darkness the fucking stars the universe his black sorrow just. Oh My God I need to end this post already I was supposed to be studying but spent those 2 hours Writing instead

But anyways yeah uuhhh long story short? This guy is a gay loser. He tries to look sooo cool and smooth but he is suuuch a gay lovestruck loser and his rose tinted glasses are so thick he can't see shit (I'm pretty sure I quoted that from something (but also no genuinely when I first got into alnst after just watching the first 3 rounds videos and saw Ivan in official art I was So Surprised like "Oh he's actually That kind of mf that tries to look Cool and Hot but is actually just Pathetic and Sad and Gay I thought he was Just Sad and Gay")) he's probably also touchstarved as hell idk and his love is doomed by the narrative (unless Hyuna saves his and Till's asses. Buuut we'll see </333)

Love ya Ivan keep taking L's <3333 mwah

Back then…..

I just realized that since Ivan and Till are facing off against each other they're also going to be wearing matching outfits

I'm going to be so illllll oughhh

ao3’s down and so is my Ivantill fan-fiction I was reading

𝙵𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝, 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚏𝚎, 𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝙰𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚗 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚎.

𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢. 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚂𝚞𝚊 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚢𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎, 𝙼𝚒𝚣𝚒'𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜.

𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚗, 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚙𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕. 𝙾𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚊𝚙𝚜𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚞𝚋𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚜, 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝙸 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐.

𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎. 𝙸𝚟𝚊𝚗'𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 - 𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚊𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎 - 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚏𝚞𝚕. 𝙸𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚃𝚒𝚕𝚕, 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚙𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜. 𝙳𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚌'𝚜 𝚘𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑.

𝙽𝚎𝚡𝚝, 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚢𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝. 𝙱𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚜, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚖𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚛/𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚎𝚙𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚋𝚞𝚜𝚎, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚃𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚞𝚋𝚓𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚝.

𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚒𝚝, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚕𝚢. 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚃𝚒𝚕𝚕, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚞𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚜, 𝙸 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚟𝚎. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚍 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝙻𝚞𝚔𝚊 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚢𝚛, 𝚝𝚘𝚘. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢, 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚝, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚐𝚕𝚊𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝙻𝚞𝚔𝚊'𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚊.

𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚠, 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚊. 𝙼𝚢 𝚘𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚗 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚊 𝚒𝚜 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍. 𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚝, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝, 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚊𝚠𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚋𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚜. 𝙸 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗, 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚗, 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚠𝚒𝚌𝚎, 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚐, 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚠 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚒𝚗 𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚓𝚘𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜, 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚎.

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎. 𝙾𝚑 𝚖𝚢 𝙶𝚘𝚍. 𝚂𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙻𝚞𝚔𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝, 𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝, 𝚜𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚖. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚗. 𝚂𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙼𝚒𝚣𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛. 𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑.

𝚂𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚊 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚞𝚙𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚊𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚎𝚜. 𝙸𝚏 𝙰𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚗 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚊 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚕𝚕, 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚊 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚒𝚝.

𝙾𝚑 𝙶𝚘𝚍.

...𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢, 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝? 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝙻𝚞𝚔𝚊 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍, 𝙼𝚒𝚣𝚒𝚂𝚞𝚊 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝙶𝚘𝚍'𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚜. 𝙹𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎.

𝙾𝚑 𝚖𝚢 𝙶𝚘𝚍, 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙼𝚒𝚣𝚒𝚂𝚞𝚊 𝚌𝚕𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔𝚜 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝙸 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝙸?

𝙰𝚗 𝙰𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚗 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚋𝚢 𝚖𝚎

𝚃𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚛𝚊𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚜𝚘 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝 𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)

𝙸 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚃𝚞𝚋𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚕 𝚒𝚏 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚌𝚔 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝

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𝙼𝚒𝚣𝚒𝚂𝚞𝚊 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚢 𝙶𝚘𝚍, 𝚖𝚢 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎 ♡

Need another tboy to kiss me like Ivan kissed Till

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heigh+size difference tehe 💖❤️💖

EVERYBODY MOVED ON BUT I'M STILL STUCK HERE !!

Beach AU IvanTill save me oughhh. ... TT

"live with love"

Sketches/ redraws i gave up on

I felt like this meme suited them

Original under cut

So about onceler till...

Silly ivantill experiment

( also click for a better quality since Tumblr seems to butcher it )

Drew something wholesome for once

Maybe in another life

It's my first time making an animatic so forgive me if it looks inconsistent or stiff TvT

Anyways this song suits them a lot btw

Song: hope by roar

like the casket to the dead // in you, i found rest

R6 in a nutshell (from ivans pov)