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hey guys im back ☹️
thought about recovery but look how that turned out
instead of straight starvation (bc let’s be fr was I even doing that) im a health nut now
veggies and exercise and cal counting are the current method of weight loss
guys I don’t want my hair to get thinner and I don’t want my b00bs to shrink and I don’t want bad breath and I don’t want to be constantly tired
but I want to be thin and I want to be lightheaded and I want to always be cold and I want to be comfortable showing off my body and I want people to hug me and feel how small i am
God forbid a girl want two things to exist at once
i want appetite suppressants and laxatives do yall know where i can get some
home alone you know what that meanssssss
not eating!!!
all i want rn is a monster, a really cute cat, and my dream body
so I hung out with a friend yesterday that I hadn't seen since June and she'd gotten soooo much thinner. she'd developed an ed and lost a ton of weight and part of me feels sooo bad for her bc no one should have to deal with this tbh. but another small part of me is jealous. her collarbones and her shoulders were prominent, her thighs didn't touch, when I wrapped my arms around her waist I could feel her ribs. her face was so slim and her spine was nearly sticking out. I feel bad but part of me wants to be like her