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sighs in im sick of binging, purging, binging, chilling, purging, and then chilling all day. I can still Taste the throw up in my throat. Yuck.
Got termed spent a few months off of tumblr binging, but I'm back and fatter than ever. I'm a minor so if that makes you uncomfortable then DNI. Ugw is 88lbs/39.9kg. Ed accounts please Interact!! 🤍
I LOVE HAVING AN EATING DISORDER !1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!
this shit fire (from Google).
TW 3d
i haven't eaten all day and i'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
we're getting pizza for dinner as well so that's a guarantee i'm not eating that. worst case scenario i do a ch3w and sp!t
should we go for a 2 day fast?
edit- follow up question, do you end up swallowing a lot of the food from ch3w and sp!t? like is it the equivalent of 1 bite?
edit2- i got it forced down my throat 🥲 what a fun day i've been having
Soft as an angel, light as a feather
Some of my fav th!nsp0 right now Xx
chew and spit, you'll forever be my holy grail
baking so i can watch others eat it while i st@rve and smile :)
TW 3d
~goals~
cw- 67kg
1st goal- 65kg
2nd goal- 62kg
3rd goal- 60kg
4th goal- 58kg
5th goal- 55kg
6th goal- 52kg
7th goal- 49kg
and so on
im actually really exited now that i have my goals written down :)
life so shit i think about 4na when i see this part
vent
i just relapsed in binging and its the night before eid pls i cant do this anymore. i keep overeating and I've been eating so much this ramadan. my mh has gotten sm worse. pls I've had enough of having an ed but each time i try to recover i just end up switching €ds and its exhausting. i want a break from this so bad it has been like this for 3 years now. i just eanted to be skinny i didn't want to be in misery. i wish i wasn't a fatass so bad. why do i keep eating. i hate food so much i wish we didn't have to eat to survive.