-kurea:)
digital diary: @kureachiyekoblog
(non sh)
i've discovered i have a new hidden talent ✨
I can sing and cry at the same time! super cool right?
how do i know this?
well every fucking time i have choir on a bad day i break down mid song and just silently cry my eyes out whilst singing "Video killed the radio star"
i love having so many random hobbies as no one really expects like:
Yeah I do musical theatre
yeah I'm training to be a lifeguard
yeah I'm an art scholar
yeah I'm a writer
yeah i used to do horse riding, violin, piano, singing, ballet, rugby ect
laying in bed at night knowing she doesn't miss me as much as i miss her
she doesn't cry every night, begging for it to end
she doesn't lash out at everyone around her because she's so upset and angry with the world
she isn't in therapy because we're not friends anymore
She doesn't want me back and she never will
bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.
First time ever I've got a main part!!
I got Pilar who, if you don't know, is one of Elle's best friends in Legally blonde
I get to sing and have my own little very girly moment on stage
(I wanted Margot but another girl got her and she's really good so I'm very proud lol)
how can you look at me and pretend I'm someone you've never met?
school kills artist is a phrase I've seen a lot but never really related to
UNTIL
my stupid fucking gcse art makes me want to carve my eyes out and burn my hands off bro it's so bad
i love art, i love painting, i love creating
I DON'T love having deadlines, expectations and a stupid annoying ass teacher providing no help at all but telling me I need 5 more pieces or I'll fail