This but also the person who you forced to carry a fetus to full term could’ve cured cancer. Or you know if the government didn’t slash cancer research funding those people could’ve cured cancer.
First time ever I've got a main part!!
I got Pilar who, if you don't know, is one of Elle's best friends in Legally blonde
I get to sing and have my own little very girly moment on stage
(I wanted Margot but another girl got her and she's really good so I'm very proud lol)
how can you look at me and pretend I'm someone you've never met?
i wonder who i would be if i kept my hair cut short
i wonder who i'd be if i actually transitioned socially
i wonder if i'd be happier as a boy
i wonder if i stuck to using he/they pronouns i'd feel better
i wonder who he would be if i let them stay
i hate feeling invisible when I'm surrounded by people
it's like i'm not even there, everything I say is ignored
no one notices when i'm trying to talk to them
i wish i actually was invisible at this point
I am grieving the living more than I am grieving the dead
I cry over people who don't even think about me anymore
And it hurts knowing they will never want me back
i hate being recorded or having photos taken so having a 5 minute long video of me trying to dance to legally blonde out there for everyone to see is making me want to kms
school kills artist is a phrase I've seen a lot but never really related to
UNTIL
my stupid fucking gcse art makes me want to carve my eyes out and burn my hands off bro it's so bad
i love art, i love painting, i love creating
I DON'T love having deadlines, expectations and a stupid annoying ass teacher providing no help at all but telling me I need 5 more pieces or I'll fail