Well Yes. One Of You Need To Come Over And Accidentally Run Me Over With Your Car. Please.

Sorry i just wanna be miserable and bitter for a second.

I mean, what fucking friends.

i cvt my thigh in the shower, after i really long time of not doing it, and it felt sooo good. literally just one small tiny one and it still burns now even after an hour or so. and i was like, ok i have to get a side blog now.

💕

Tomorrow we find out if I'm actually gonna kms

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hello void! this is Ini! finally making a side blog to vent n stuff. (the two people following me on my main did not sign up for my breakdowns.) let's hope this is as cathartic as i'm imagining.

to quote one of my fav characters, 'a shit life beats no life'

Life changing event upcoming. Loosing my mind wanting to cvt but my family is with me 😭. I honestly don't deserve them. Why didn't she abort me

They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

I simultaneously want tomorrow to happen but I also don't. Please just let me die in an accident or something.